time 419am

i just finished slogging my work for later and i SHOULD be tired... well my eyes feel tired but mentally i still feel wide wide awake... since its been a while i wrote.. heck lets see what i can squeeze out from my grey matter

its september now n i before i can say holy-crap-time-passes-so-quickly its my second year now in NAFA .

thts fast...

though my work constantly stays at the back of my head.. i dun feel doing work is a drag as compared to the time i was in JC.. memorizing stuff isnt really my cup of tea...

time 425

i juz signed out from friendster and suddenly i feel like i m lackin some... challenge in my life.. there isnt much of an excitement like wat some of my frens experienced in the past n now... true ive had my fair share of it in the past but now my life seems to be revolving around school... its kinda hard to find time to really lets my short hair down... wonder how its like to be in the life of someone who is experiencing excitement right now...

i havent been posting entries of any sort for QUITE awhile, well maybe i'm just getting bored of this blog thing... but come to think of it, sometimes just typing things out can be a rather unique way of destressing.

anyway.. i have something to confess.. i m in awe of my younger bro. things seem to be going right for him every step he takes, be it studies, sports, career and wat have you. compared to him, i seem pretty mediocre.. and thts when i start to think of aspects in which i m doing better.. n in this case.. i think i'm taller than him.. hahaha ok so this might sound pretty dumb but i wish i could be in his shoes n see how he lives his life and maybe bask in his limitless talents for awhile.. hahahah but at the end of the day.. i m who i m and i m quite proud to say that i m still satisfied with the life i'm living now =)

i've had my fair share of ups and down and experienced things that few have (like flying a plane even though it was for a few hours) , i've also loved n currently am still loving =) all in all... life isnt dealing such a lousy card to me after all..

studyin in NAFA is a choice i shld have made in secondary school but if i were to make that choice 4 years ago.. i wouldnt have got to know my bunch of crazy frens of 03s54 and the idea of playing rugby would still have been just an idea.. so i've taken a long route but at least i got to see more scenery along the way =)

here are more random blabberings... i was looking at all those private estates n terraces while driving my gf down to vivo n i was thinking.. HOW THE HELL THOSE PPL MAKE THT TYPE OF MONEY TO STAY AT THT TYPE OF PLACE!? deep down i'm hoping that i'll get a good job next time n have the capacity to open a design company of my own. tht will still be a pipedream for now but its wats keeping me going on strong =)

hmmm... shit.. i shld be doing my homework now.. tata~

HHHEEEEEEEEEELLLLLLLLLPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP

my life is a double edged sword

when i'm enjoying it

the enjoyment kills me

=D