i havent been posting entries of any sort for QUITE awhile, well maybe i'm just getting bored of this blog thing... but come to think of it, sometimes just typing things out can be a rather unique way of destressing.

anyway.. i have something to confess.. i m in awe of my younger bro. things seem to be going right for him every step he takes, be it studies, sports, career and wat have you. compared to him, i seem pretty mediocre.. and thts when i start to think of aspects in which i m doing better.. n in this case.. i think i'm taller than him.. hahaha ok so this might sound pretty dumb but i wish i could be in his shoes n see how he lives his life and maybe bask in his limitless talents for awhile.. hahahah but at the end of the day.. i m who i m and i m quite proud to say that i m still satisfied with the life i'm living now =)

i've had my fair share of ups and down and experienced things that few have (like flying a plane even though it was for a few hours) , i've also loved n currently am still loving =) all in all... life isnt dealing such a lousy card to me after all..

studyin in NAFA is a choice i shld have made in secondary school but if i were to make that choice 4 years ago.. i wouldnt have got to know my bunch of crazy frens of 03s54 and the idea of playing rugby would still have been just an idea.. so i've taken a long route but at least i got to see more scenery along the way =)

here are more random blabberings... i was looking at all those private estates n terraces while driving my gf down to vivo n i was thinking.. HOW THE HELL THOSE PPL MAKE THT TYPE OF MONEY TO STAY AT THT TYPE OF PLACE!? deep down i'm hoping that i'll get a good job next time n have the capacity to open a design company of my own. tht will still be a pipedream for now but its wats keeping me going on strong =)

hmmm... shit.. i shld be doing my homework now.. tata~