dragon dance was a disaster for me today.. oh man.. wat do i have to do to really really focus... dun wanna be the blacksheep leh..

ideal, r u there yet? nope..far from it..hhaha try harder man...n lets work out whatever prob u have with urself cuz at the end of the day.. either u stand tall or crumble.. lets choose the former!!aza aza fightin!

strangers when we first met
unknown to us that down the road
something strange called fate
brought us together

it wasnt easy i must say
thoughts of uncertainty ran through my head
'what if's' and 'will it's' filled my mind
finally i decided to give it a try

thankfully, its something i dont regret
regret i will had i not said it that day
maybe from then on we might have missed the chance
the chance to be in each other's life

thank you
for being in this old man's life (o_O)

oh man... this is the first time i felt so touched... nearly nearly teared (its diff from crying lah ah..) to imagine the scene of those words..its juz..damn damn damn like chiong yao's love story.. oh yes! poetic..thts the word..hahah

i tried to write a rather crappy but self reflectin entry but decided otherwise cuz' my brain isnt really workin well now.. so this is the substitute for that would-have-been entry

first of all, i think i like the tag of lonely chicken as that kinda suits me, but if i m walkin for too long a time, i will start to think about irrelevant stuff n most of the time, slight depression sets in as i start to pity myself n think 'hey dude.. y are u being such a loner??! goin out with frens n u will more often than not be walkin behind them n listenin to them talk, occasional crackin tht odd cold joke n laughin at it urself? time to wake up ur idea..'

well, i think tht i may look like some patient guy who seldom loses his temper, i will just lose it becuz of some trivial matter.. no idea y.. maybe cuz i m easily pissed with small matter that doesnt seem to be much of an issue..

ah yes.. i like to help ppl with their probs, givin them suggestion to help them with whatever they r facin but when tht shit happens to me, i will be stunned 'oh no.. wat m i gonna to do?!?!' sometimes i think i should just take one step back, look at the situation n think abt wat is the best solution instead of panickin like a pansy..

being the old man i m, i have one favorite past time-----i like to think. think about anything under the sun, moon n stars. but sometimes, i shld just stop thinkin too much n adopt the motto 'just do it' since i onli get to live life once.. yeah.. lets hope i wun forget wat i said the nxt time i start to think excessively =D

i tend to get affected by things said to me, even though it might be said jokingly. y? cuz of the prob in the para above.. i simply like to think alot..a whole lot.. urgh.. its gonna kill me one of these days...

n heres somethin i have to confess.. i tend to get a lil (well..maybe more than tht..) insecure about things, about myself.. no matter how much ppl assure me things r fine.. there will be this naggy feelin at the back of my head tht causes me to feel unsure of myself.. man.. not tht i like for such things to happen.. but hey.. things happen but its up to me to change it or live with it.. hope i m able to do the former..

y m i writing all these crap? no idea.. its just my mind blabberin n my fingers typin the rubbish out

safety massage to all: life tends to drop sh*t on u when u least expect. so, be aware~ (ta ta ta ta....)

peace out.. (o_O) v

i will be 20 this year!! wow.. time really passes fast.. from a pacifier wieldin baby to a school bag carrying student to a soldier.. thts damn fast... time sure is unforgiving..

lots of things have happened since the beginnin of this year.. some good some bad while some r disappointin..

the good:
finally started on my driving lessons
went for a trainee course which gave me a once in a lifetime experience
someone special juz entered my life
my bank account is startin to look healthy..finally..

the bad:
my drivin leaves much to be desired
startin to have a..no wait.. i already have a big tummy.. gone r my 6 frens (the pacs.. hahah)

the disappointin
didnt make it thru the trainee course.. oh well..

well.. lets hope the year is full of good n less of bad (o_O)

i THINK that being in a relationship can actually let us understand ourselves better. i cant really put it into words but thats what i feel.. hmm.. think my evil side is slowly slowly creeping out from its dwelling.. Oh man.. gotta surpress it..

hmm.. driving prac was a disaster today.. oh man.. better buck up... GO GO GO!!

tt special someone is thinking of joey tay kah yeong. :)))

*mwaks

although the goin is startin to get tough.. i noe there i can always look forward to tht special someone who have just entered my life =D (o_O) b

changed !! nice?

nt nice tell me.. i change back.. hee. x)

somebody gets SHY so easily... aiyohhh..

red piping hot ears. HAHAHAHA. xP

going back to my old unit was definitely a welcomin experience. new personnels, new workin 'conditions' but still the same old frens back there. i think i will enjoy this 9 months in camp!

=D thts juz all i can say cuz thts how i feel now! hahahah

granpapa today is being a v nice guy today cos he give his super duper wuper cute grangal a v nice pillow with a monkey face on it. :))))

his grangal lyk it so much.

n his head weighs a ton. xD hahahahha.

n he KILLED his grangal's rose. *grrrrr

i wan a k750i!! so i can take snapshots n fulfil my wish of becoming a photographer! WHAHAHAHA

since valentines' day is just around the corner.. here's something to think about..

is giving of gifts really needed to mark valentines' day? will a simple hand made card suffice? or even just a simple but sincere 'i love u' to do the trick? i would really hate to think that such a special day has become commercialised, but i think that is the case nowadays.. why not go back to the simple care n concern couples show each other?

i read this news article about 2 married couples, both facing difficult circumstances, yet the husbands in both cases did not forsake the wives, instead, they showed concern towards their wives, fulfilling the vow of till death do us part.

the first couple saw the wife suffering from some illness that showed stroke like sypmtoms, giving her great difficulty moving. n sadly, its a fatal illness with no cure and from the looks of it, she isnt goin to be around for long.. yet, the husband, remembering their marriage vows, chose to stick by her side n even quittin his job so he can care for her 24/7.. no roses, no fancy celebration, just him staying by her bedside in the hospital, prayin for a miracle to happen..

as for the second couple, the wife suffered from diabetes n had to have her lower right leg amputated.. the husband still took care of her most basic needs, which includes cleanin up for her. he also took up odd jobs just to make ends meet..

after readin them.. i was really touched by the love they have for each other.. somethin tht isnt expressed by gifts, larvish dinner, but simple actions n concern.. to all the couples out there.. how do u show ur love for one another? the former or latter??

dragon dance rocks! hahaahh yup yup.. its damn nice when u see the moves strung together then the teamwork.. wow.. i really really enjoy dragon dancing man.. (o_O) b

joey tay kah yeong is SO


damn bloody LAZY.


nv blogged for 5 days leh !! tskktskk.

*shakes head*

hai shi ta ge grangal more hardworking.. ;))))

after some thinking, here's what i hope will be the circumstance where i meet my other half, PURELY FANTASY hahaha

walking down the road/shopping centre/anywhere, then i bump into HER. at first, its a simple glance and a quick apology. then some days later, met up with my friend and he/she saw her on the street and walks up to say hi. that is when i realize i saw her before. then we get introduced to each other, quick change of handphone number without much things happening after that. then blah blah blah.. we got to know each other better then days go by, feelings develope then TADA!!

oh yah.. heres how i hope she looks like.. ruien's personality, mei ren yu friendliness and vivien hsu's face.. OH MAN.. my heart is melting like a earthquake ice cream in the sun.. hahaha

What is gambling actually? Is it a money involving vice?
I was sitting at the bus stop when this question suddenly hit me on the head, and my own definition came fast and furious. Gambling is actually using our luck as a stake. If our luck is high, so will the possiblity of a return. But if it's low, I suggest you better stop while you are at it. So by using money, we are acutally using it as a gauge to find out how much luck we have at that moment.
Actually, i have no freaking idea what I just said. Hey, this is MY blabbering mind, so its permitted!

HAHAHHA. a very unglam pic of tayjoey himself. x))))

tra lalalala ~ i lurve being his evil twin..

bah lah bahbahbah! im LURRRVING it. *dances*

i am not joey tay kah yeong.

i am errr.. his evil twin. :)))

pathetic. oni 24 entries in his blog !! wakaka. i shall create havoc for him then.

today was quite a bz day for him. cos in e morn he gt chu si in centre pt n all he did was shake his butt a few times n he is complaining he gt aches in his legs. see la. gt retribution for being too evil to his lovely wonderful cute kind grangal. xD WAHAHHAAHAHA.

den he went driving. my oh my. he din haf an accident. lyk WOW. haha. n he so toot la. nv go hm go JP walked for ard 2 hrs to wait for e famous grangal. hahaha. gt ppl so gong 1 nt u tell me lah. tsktsk. *shakes headd* n so he rotted till his grangal arrvied. n OOPS shes late. :D but as joey tay kah yeong c she so cute den he forgive her. WAHAHAHAHA.

the end. x)