i had the bestest bestest present for my 20th birthday! did i hear people saying it's money?? NO!! its a photo album my baby gal gave me! seriously, although she says i can't put them side by side and compare, i think her handmade present far far surpresses those i made for her. =)

i really really love the present baby!~ all the photos, cuttings and creativity you have put it, i am really damn touched lah! maybe it's true that lefties have creative juices flowing in their head, it's just whether they are given a chance to shine.

the dinner was also very bagus~ hahaha fish and co. man! but somehow, i think their seasonal fish isnt as nice as their fish and chips. maybe its the size that made me think this way but i still prefer their fisn 'n' chips. (o_O)b

*i m listening to 'golden slumbers' from happy feet's soundtrack... just the mood for a christmas day*

working at rockies' is really fun because the peps there are real friendly, and i don't have the feeling of dread whenever i go to work which is a good thing i suppose?

oh yah, the application for NAFA is opening soon. and here i am still considering whether i should use my A's or O's results because it determines whether i have to study the foundation year or not. well, first things first, i hope i get a place in the diploma course.. *prays sincerely*

yesterday night i met up with chris, sa n daljit. wow.. all of them girls are lookin great and doing good =) i think i am going to have a doctor friend soon! hahahah good luck chris!

well, its 25th today and MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!!

sigh...

that's the only thought i have in my mind now..

both are going to celebrate something happy/joyous/postive you get the drift... but the middle me is feeling... like a court jester having to entertain either the king or the queen... he cant choose to make both truely happy... man...

this sucks...

i know you don't want me to arrive there at the a 'the night is still young' type of time... but i just want to spend more time with you since it's the first time.. so please please please... be happy on that day k? that's my birthday wish..

so freakin tired... the mind is young but the body is weak... urgh.. *groans*

yup..so here's wishing myself an early happy birthday!

happy birthday to me
happy birthday to me
away with the sad things~
let good things come quick!~

hahahahahah

the last post i posted was on the 12th n now it's 15th.. hmm.. it sure felt longer than tht.. well anyway..

updates...

i found a job!! not a pizza boy.. but a pizza maker! workin at rocky's pizza now!! do drop by if u happen to be free n happen to have money to spend cuz the pizzas here aint cheap.. BUT.. becuz the quality is there!! i tried n frankly.. its good (o_O)b okok.. enough of bragging.. lets get on with other nonsense..

i also continued my driving lessons.. hmm but then i have a feeling tht by the time i get tht freakin license.. my bank will be bled dried.. hhahahaha not cuz the lessons r ex but is becuz i m one hell of a poor chap.. if any good samaritans wanna help me lighten my burden.. feel free to call this number.. 1900-joey-needs-money =)

next.. happy 10th month n 1 day baby!! ahahahah n i am waiting my present!!! anticipating it lots!! =D then we can spend a nice day together~

here food or titbits for thought..

is money really a deciding factor in takin up a job?? cuz i was thinkin.. can someone be happy with a job AND it happens to pay well.. or be happy BECUZ the job pays well.. but after a period of time dread going to work but carries on becuz the good pay is like a carrot thts dangled in front of him.. forcing him to work his socks off?

well.. i have no idea wat e hell i m typin becuz right now i m watchin Ju on 2.. woah.. peerin over my shoulders at the same time juz in case some lady in bloodied white dress happens to be standin behind me with his son who sure needs some serious tannin..

oh well.. thts all for now~ tata!

howdy y'all!~ been a good week for you guys? well.. i think mine went pretty well... =) maybe becuz i had a lot of time to idle around, meet my baby and go for driving lessons.. hmm.. think i really have to look for a job nxt week..

speakin of lookin for a job.. i feel kinda slack cuz my fren has already been workin for 3 weeks plus already n i really admire him.. 'if i have to work 7 to 3 i have to wake up very early lor..' thts wat he told me... n he is intersted in gettin into the hotel industry n this job of his gave him a chance to familiarise himself with tht industry.. he didnt complain much n i really have to take my hats off to him... well.. looks like i have alot to learn.. =)

my portfolio hasnt had much of a progress.. think i shall do some drawing tml.. n the books i borrowed really opened my eyes to the interior designs ppl have.. some are really simple but exude a quiet elegance in them.. nothin loud.. thts the type of house i wan nxt time!! GO GO!!!

just had my driving lesson ytd.. n i muz say i actually still can driving despite not havin touched the steerin wheel for a long time!!

today i went over baby's house to help her brainstorm for her proj.. hahahah n she had all 6 ideas thought out! WOO!!! now all thts left is the makin of props for her lesson plans le.. jia you baby!!!

no revelation to share today.. nxt time k peps? hahaha ta ta~

HELLO!!! now its the real owner in the house! hahaha been a long time since i updated.. not tht ppl r readin it anyway.. hahahah been caught up with someone by the name of Lan Duo Gui...

juz ended my temp job at coasted.. on the look out for another job.. hopefully some design company will let me be their office boy.. tht way i can get to learn something abt designin.. albeit secretly.. =X hahaha hope so.. or i can be an apprentice chef too!! willing to learn! =)

wow.. happy feet is very enjoyable.. the penguins look damn real.. tht is if they r not talkin and doing their jiggy wiggy.. hahhahhah kudos the the animators!! (o_O) b

finally gonna start my driving lesson again.. phew.. waited for sooo long.. hope i dun knock anyone down..

been a long time since i hanged out with my sec sch frens.. glad tht there is still lots to talk abt.. although its mostly them doing the talkin n me doing the laughin.. hahahah but i still enjoyed myself.. =D also been a long time since i stayed overnight.. hahaha oh yah.. peps! there is this funny n ridiculous movie on youtube called 'dasepo girl'!! try wathcin it if u have the time.. hahahah think u guys will be tickled by its sheer stupidity! =P

see u around~

YOYOYO.

kaiwen in da hse ppl!

wah lao dis arse damn lazy can. owas nv update one. update template oso nv. huh reply tags oso nv. close dwn ur blog la~ xP

so ur nice gerfren is here to help u update la. lalala. baby is nw out with his sec sch frens. i tink he is having fun cos he nv reply my sms to him. haf fun jiu hao! ^^ hmm seems quite some time ago i went out w my frens.. poly frens nt counted. hahahaha. oh well. lalala.

baby! i love u. mwaks.
cya tml~

its been a rather long time since i updated my blog and i am very glad that i have the chance to write this entry because i nearly had a meeting with death..

A few days back, i had to take a cab back because i wasnt lucky enough to catch the last bus and last train back home. so i was going to walk over to the opposite side to catch a cab.. seeing tht the green man was already flashing.. i wanted to run but decided against it since i was feeling lazy. thank goodness for that because as i was crossing the road, a f**king tazi driver (not to say that all taxi drivers are one but this particular a$$hole is..) dashed the red light and nearly nealy knocked me down! No horn or whatsoever, that a$$ didnt even bother to slow down after that and sped off, so i didnt manage to take down his freaking car plate... that S.O.B... urgh... so i think i now know where all my luck went, to prevent me from meetin my makers too soon.. thks god...

well, time to talk about some happy stuff.. baby n i celebrated our 9th month yesterday! although its the norm to celebrate juz anniversary, i find this better and if possible, i will celebrate the number of days we have been together =) went to catch 'flushed away' .. damn hillarious movie.. highly intelligent of the rats or mice or rodents to create their own mini london which comes with the Big Ben.. hahahah lame dumbass frogs also provide LoL performances =D

YESH! got my ic back.. now i m officially a citizen! hahaha actually i dun really feel very happy.. instead i feel kinda lost.. cuz back then at least i had things to do.. now? i m tryin to find things to do.. hahaha oh well..

n after so many tried n 1 missed chance.. i passed my final theory! hahahah damn happy! =) now gonna continue with my lessons! =)

competition is reachin.. hope everything goes well for trainin later.. no mistakes!

adios!

ORD LU!! but it just wouldnt end smoothly.. apparently, the admin guys had forgotten to collect my ic.. oh man.. great.. now i have to make another trip back camp to collect it..

well.. 1 year 10 months actually passed by just like tht.. i can still vividly recall my first day in tekong.. seeing my mum tear as we said goodbye.. hahahaha then i had my hair shaved, juz like a newborn child.. learning everything again =) the friends i had met in BMT, SISPEC n TAB.. though i might not remember all ur names.. i still m able to recognize u if i ever bump into u on the street =)

then the passing out parade in Tekong.. wow.. sure was a grand one.. all the rehearsing we had to do.. then on the final day i thought i can go home straightaway.. but!!! i had to retake my SOC cuz i didnt manage to finish under the stipulated timing.. hahaha oh well.. had to return back camp the next day JUZ for tht.. gosh..

moving onto SISPEC.. thts where i really enjoyed myself! i actually met my old old pri sch fren n lots of frens whom i will come to see again i TAB.. lots of fun n food n card games.. n those ghost stories told to us by our sgts.. thks to my section leader sgt lim, who acutally is of e same age as us, who took us through the course with lots of fun, new knowledge n vulgarities.. hahahah

then after SISPEC course ended.. i was to be posted to Tengah.. at first i thought i was going to do some clerical work as a sgt which actually put me off.. cuz i thought i was going to go thru a mundane 8 to 5 job although it was real close to my house.. Fortunately (or unfortunately as i got to find out later) i was going to be a infantry spec there so to speak..

the course.. 8TH ASLC.. wow.. i m nvr ever going to forget tht.. especially the bunks which were a far cry from the ones we had in tekong.. this is colonial style bunks.. run down n all but somehow my frens and i managed to make it a little cosy.. hahahah all the fun, punishment, exercise we had actually helped me get my first gold in ippt.. something which was far beyond my grasp after the course ended. how can i ever forget the meals at malcom n club 2? hahahah

thru these period of time.. i got to noe alot of frens, expecially my buddies in BMT n in tengah.. THKS FOR ALL THE MEMORIES!!!

OPPS! i forget to mention something.. my time in air force school as a trainee for pilot.. hahaha i really liked the stay there n although i didnt manage to pass the course.. i still got to noe some good frens.. u guys noe who u r.. i think.. hahahah all the best for the future!

ORD LU!!

hmmm its no longer 3 more months.. 2 more months.. its 1 more day to ord!! WOO!!! lets juz hpoe i can finish all my clearance n leave in peace =)

2 more weeks to the dragon dance competition.. oh man.. hope everything goes well for each n every one of us!!

meet baby today~ n despite some negative little nonsense.. i think i still enjoyed myself.. =) hope u enjoyed urself too baby~ good soup alos! hahahaha

as of now.. i m feeling totally wasted.. n i think i m gonna slp soon~ goodnight peps!

yesterday was suppose to be a rather easy lion dance performance but the unexpected happened..to me again.. -_- suppose to lift my very light friend up and have him sit on top of my head.. but halfway up.. my old injury happened.. shoulder semi popped out.. happened thrice and got them in all the three times.. ouch... stupid shoulder...

and i cant seem to get any idea on the path of study i wanna take next time.. interior design? culinary? fine arts? pyschology? oh man... or rather... which one suits me? somehow i have to admit.. i cant choose something tht i like and yet doesnt have a prospect, since the old thinkin is to find something tht will allow me to find a stable job in the future..

but there wun be any gain without venture n risk right?? well.. i think i really need to meet a 'gui ren' in the future otherwise i might be stuck in the work force as someone who has to work hard all his life..

if i were to choose something tht i noe i will enojy.. i will join the police force as either a CNB officer or... SOC.. hahaha well.. those r juz dreams.. hahahah

hmmm...currently i am at baby's house n being forced to blog.. =x hahha well.. i shall try to force someting out from the grey matters of mine..

later going for dragon dance training at 6pm.. oh man., everytime i go there, there will be this little fear lingering in me.. scared tht i will do some mistakes n earn the wrath of e coach and seniors... well i can only hope my legs dun go weak then.. hahaha GOGO JOEY!! (o_O) b

going to ord soon!! WOO!! cant wait to see the return of my pink ic!! haha then gonna rest awhile before i find a part time job.. =)

hmmm...currently i am at baby's house n being forced to blog.. =x hahha well.. i shall try to force someting out from the grey matters of mine..

later going for dragon dance training at 6pm.. oh man., everytime i go there, there will be this little fear lingering in me.. scared tht i will do some mistakes n earn the wrath of e coach and seniors... well i can only hope my legs dun go weak then.. hahaha GOGO JOEY!! (o_O) b

going to ord soon!! WOO!! cant wait to see the return of my pink ic!! haha then gonna rest awhile before i find a part time job.. =)

wow! cant believe that i am going to ord in less than... 2 weeks time!! WUAHAHA!! freedom~ but up on its heels is clueless-ness.. hahhah cuz i aint have any ideas what job am i going to find.. anyone with 'lobangs'? =)

today just had my dragon dance training.. oh man.. keep making serious mistakes... pray that i will perform and not be the weakest link.. =( ALL THE WAY!!! WUHAHAH!!!

before the training i met my baby at her school.. sometimes (ok.. quite alot of times) when i look at her when she aint lookin.. i feel... happy and contented cuz she is in my life and almost everything else, my family members not included, seemed unimportant.. hahahah oh man.. hope this doesnt turn into..whats the word... AH!! tyrant? oh man.. cant seem to remember the word... damn.. returned whatever i learnt to my teachers.. hahaha opps..

baby ah.. love u~ =)

came back recently from a trip to malacca with my friends =) enjoyed myself tremendously!! going out in such a big group is really very fun.. we explored the area around us.. there's night markets.. shopping centres.. places of heritage and lots more.. pity we couldnt stay longer n venture further.. but all in all.. its great!! (o_O) b

dragon dance competition is drawing nearer n nearer.. hope we can do our best and get back wat belongs to us.. * crosses fingers*

went vivocity ytd with baby to catch the prestige but unfortunately.. its damn crowded and dint manage to catch it there BUT we went suntec n managed to watch the movie.. its a terrific movie!! wow.. the two lead actors were bloody excellent!! everyone shld catch the movie!!

love u baby!!!

oh my god!! its been a long while since my shirt was drenched in smelly sticky sweat.. training was so damn long it ended at... 2!! AM!! oh man.. oh well.. as my fren said.. tht is the price we have to pay for commitment.. =)

n i was so tired i actually forgotten today is our 8th month together..so guilty.. if i hadn checked out my baby's blog.. i would have clean forgotten.. shoot...

baby~ HAPPY 8TH MONTH!! really seemed like yesterday when i first met u for hokkien mee n had my first lesson of sign language.. the laughter we had tht day was juz a prelude of more happiness to come.. =)

sometimes i looked at u n i cant help but feel lucky tht u are the one fate choosen for me =) though u can be whiny, lazy tempermental sometimes.. i still love u for who u r! =) well.. i guess u can say the same for me.. hahaha easily angered for no reason n quite a petty old man at times.. if u werent there to give in to me.. oh man.. i think i wouldnt have gotten over it so fast.. thks alot baby! know wat dear? i also look upon u as my pillar of strength n comfort n love~ hahha kinda mushy.. oh man..

sorry for making u angry at times n making u cry... hurts me to see u so sad at times.. n i hope i can always be there to give u a big hug n tell u 'i am here' .. no harm hopin cuz its wat makes e world go round.. h-o-p-e (o_O)

so baby.. happy 8th month again!! there will be more to come as we hold our hands n turn old together~ hahahaah really hope tht will happen!! love u!!!

is it really so hard??

maybe i am hopin u can do wat i do sometimes?

cant really force u lah..

gotta live with tht =)

tired..phew..e feeling to sleep is so so intense but i m resisting e urge..cuz i dun wanna waste few more hours of my life sleepin! WUAAHAHH

hmm.. going off soon.. oh man.. dun really like the workin environment there.. maybe becuz of some colleagues over there? no offense really.. but some off them shld really mind their language..

today cant meet baby le.. cannot see her askin me wat time will i reach her house liao.. =( mizz her lah.. nvm nvm.. mustn't be so so so attached.. although its rather har to do.. hahaha hai..

love u baby!

~recap~

ytd was mum's treat and baby wanted to tag along so i had to bring her unwillingly lah.. HAHAHAH neh.. actually i wanted to bring her along.. good food muz share mah~ =D

wow.. we had prawns (big ones!!) soup n crabs!! they dun sound tentalising but when u actually see the real thing.. oh man.. food glorious food!!!

after tht me n my baby walked all the way to jurong point.. (from the boon lay interchange) n caught the movie rob-b-hood.. d (o_O) b .. nice n warm n action packed n funny movie! jackie chan n the super tanned actor did a real job.. good chemistry between them n the oh-so-cute-i-wanna-bring-him-home baby matthew! hahahah ending wasnt wat the trailer made it out to be.. hahaha wat a relief..

~today~

i wend baby's house AGAIN.. hahaha wun be much of a surprise if their parents bored of seeing me these days.. hahahaha watched ice age 2 with baby~ another funny movie with a moral.. families stick together!

had a minor scare today.. hahahah nose bled abit then baby waas so worried although i told her its fine.. cant blame her too.,. i would have reacted the same had it happened to her.. *touch wood* thanks baby!!

kiss for you!! *muacks muacks muacks!*

happy post mid autumn to all!! sad to say.. the sky was so hazy tht day there wasnt much of a moon to see.. but well.. celebration still goes on!! n did we celebrate or wat!hahaah well.. we didnt went anywhere nice n romantic but we sure enjoyed ourselves.. right baby? the candles the sparklers n the photos.. hahaha memories to hold n remember~

hmmm... today went to baby's house AGAIN but this time i came prepared! i brought a tub of ice cream cuz everytime going there empty handed isnt really very becoming of a guest.. hahaha but glad they enojyed it.. =) then we watched chicken little vcd.. hahhah cute chicken but the voice wasnt.. 'little' soundin enough.. was thinkin maybe a chipmunk sounding guy to dub.. nice movie anyway.. (o_O)b

later i will be goin back camp for my check up! yesh! this onli means one things.. i m gonna finish serving my ns liability soon!! YEAH!! gonna find a part time job n work hard n save up! otherwise i will be entering my nxt phase of studyin a broke! nonono..

oh yah.. congrats mum on the good news! =) n i m a millionaire!!! on maplestory at least!! hahaha well.. its always nice to dream wat..

baby ah.. really nice juz having u around.. snuggling when we watch tv.. hahaha really like married lor.. aiyoh.. love ya!

currently playing maple and before that, i was at baby's house watchin Spongebob Squarepants the movie.

verdict: it was damn hilarious! lots of laugh and although spongebob and patrick were very very dumb, they actually had a very very innocent (or should i say plain ignorant?) heart =)

baby.. don't ever worry about things like that ok? only if it's ruien or vivian THEN you should be worried.. hahaha but other than that, fang xin k? (o_O)b

friends are coming over tml for 'swimming'.. hope i can end my losing streak and show them i CAN 'swim'! hahahah

ytd was really a day well spent!

shout out to my baby.. HAPPY SECOND DAY OF YOUR 18TH YEAR!!

almost everything went according to plan.. the cake, the meal, the present but not the movie cuz we decided tht we will just be spend the money to slp in the theatre for an hour n a half.. so we bought 2 vcds n order take-away mac.. went back home n laughed ourselves silly for an hour n a half.. very well spent!~ hahaha

well.. everyday can be ur bdae if u like baby! less e cake, the shoes n the meal of cuz.. hahahaha

love u baby!~

today can be summed up with the following sentence..

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH~

cuz its full of laughter from a crazy gal n senile old man.. =)

excuse fate.. can i have more of such days? thks alot!

currently chattin on the phone with my baby ( time now is o147hr... hello baby! =) )

i didnt bathe!! hahaha well.. juz feel like letting you fans out there know =D

hmmm.. Sat is my baby's birthday! but i still have NO idea how to plan the day man.. oh man.. headache planning for birthdays the first time.. hahaha

today's trainin is tiring as usual.. the shirt is as sweaty as usual.. and it stinks with a capital S.. wuah... 0.0 gotta wear other tee shirt or the shirt i m wearin now with have a permenent odour.. hahahahah

the shoe i did looks a ok.. hahahah approval from my father too.. =D but it looks a tat too simple.. dunnoe wat other designs i shld add onto the shoe.. dilemma.. hahaha

phew... what a tiring training session i had today.. forgot most of the moves we did last time but nvm.. i can always get them back through more n more trainin! gonna be a busy period again..

today went out with baby before tht.. BOY! we sure took alot of pictures!! I AM LOVING IT! but like u said.. time spent with each other always seem to pass by very quickly.. man oh man..gotta slow down the process!! 6 days from now will be baby's birthday!! hope it will be a very memorable one for her!! 18 years old le! can watch M18 liao! hahahh tht means i can pull her to watch those extremely gross n scary horror movies! hahahaahah =x

friends will be leaving singapore for further studies soon.. oh man.. time really pass by juz like tht.. i can still recall the times where we spent muggin for the A's.. the time we went out for outing.. the crappy moments spent in the cafe, lecture halls n tutorial rooms.. hahhahh good old memories to keep.. n i dun think i shld be the most appropriate person to say this.. but i hope we wun forget one another n the memories we had!! =)

ORD SOON LU!!! hahahah so happy.. lookin forward to the day where i dun have to wake up early n report back to camp.. but on the other hand.. i will miss the times i had in the camp.. becuz of the friends i have there... man.. sometimes ORDing also can be quite a sad thing.. cuz after this everyone wil pursue their dreams.. some will work while some will further their studies.. lets juz hope there will be a chance for us to meet n catch up =)

LAUGHING OUT REAL LOUD!! finally! i started to get abit of tann after going for a swim. it's been a long time since i stepped into a swimming pool much less go for a swim, but boy! it really feels good to swim, though the after effects wasnt really nice.. abit of sunburn n an aching old body.. hahaha

wow.. this fews days has been on-and-off for my piggy gal =X and me.. but i think wat my fren told me is right.. no use getting angry over small stuff, only makes things worse.. so THKS FOR THE ADVICE CAI! (dun think there will be a chance tht he reads this.. hahah)

Good days ahead for us baby!!

my baby..

sometimes she makes me angry n pissed.. but i still love her..
sometimes she has unusual requests.. but i still love her..
sometimes she is extremely lazy.. but i still love her..
sometimes she shows me her 'missus' temper.. but i still love her..
sometimes she says wrong things n do wrong things.. but i still love her

BUT BUT BUT!!

she always has a cute look n wanna-pinch-her-cheeks-till-they-bruise kinda face (when she isn angry)
she makes little notes n poems for me with her good usage of chinese =)
she has a very very infectious laughter n laughs at the slightest jokes or dumb action
she CAN cook n do house work~ woo!~
she has a smackable butt.. hahaha
she can sing well!! like me like tht!~ hahahah lalala~
she looks very.. funny when she sleeps.. =X
she always has a way to resolve our squabbles d(o_O)b
she always calls me noob n stupid!! (she even has a song for it)
she has a fetish for finger biting.. =S
she has a hug-me hug-me aura around her.. hahaha
she is rather sensible n mature in her thinking.. well..for most of the time tht is.. hahah
she always gets mistaken for a 14-16 years old.. hahaha good right?
she is my baby!~

dedicated to ms leow kaiwen~ =)

who wants to listen to a blabbering fool talk about how unsecure he feels about himself at this point of time?

No one..

hmmm, looks like i might be suffering from night time depression, if there ever exist such an illness.. hahahh

well..

i think the image i portray in front of people is not the me i am feeling now..

how am i feelin u say?

well.. i feel very...down.. no particular reason.. dun think i will ever wanna talk to people about this because i don't know how to explain it to them.. dun think people will wanna listen too.. lest they start finding me a bother if i keep telling them about such thing..

oh crazy old me..

i hate night time.. its nice onli when its time i sleep cuz i dun have think about anything..

just close my eyes n let the dreams take me away to whatever place they wanna bring me..

I went to the funeral of my father's friend's mum just now. Though i am in no way close to her, i took a look at her sleeping peacefully inside the casket and there was a tinge of sadness. Death is inevitable, that's something everyone knows yet fear. But where do we go after we depart this world?

I am pretty sure that our conscious mind wouldn't shut itself the moment our physical body breathes its last. But where exactly does our..non-physical body (one that controls out thoughts and actions) go? Oh man, thinking of an answer to this question is like asking someone for the exact answer of how the universe started and where is the end?

An inside look to what makes me tick..(written not to offend anyone!!)

people who look down on others
people who direct their anger to innocent friends/relatives or anybody else
people who show no guilt at being damn bloody late
people who talks like they know EVERYTHING under the Sun
people who go overboard when making fun of people
when things arent going my way
when i try and try but still don't seem to be able to yield any result
when its late at night and at the same time people show me attitute (a big nono)
when advice given are not heed
when I am out and suddenly there is a change in plan
when people don't stop irritating others even when told to stop
when people blatantly flaunt their achievements shamelessly

so..are u any of them? if u are keep it up n u will soon be in my hall of 'fame' =)

life is really really short.. one of my friend's dad had a heart attack and had a fall n unfortunately, he passed away.. my deepest condolenses...

life in all it's vibrance n joy is actually very short.. so people.. live life the way u wan it to be n have no regrets!

*applause* finally did the performance.. so glad tht everything went well n congrats to our guys for gettin fourth! it is by no means a small feat cuz they onli started trainin this year n this is their result! all the way guys!! (o_O)b

gonna meet my baby at her workplace tml.. ahahah come to think of it.. i have nvr seen her in jeans before.. gonna take picS of it.. hahahah =P then gonna eat hans after tht.. after this i shall call forth my staunchest determination to not spend my money wastefully!! but it excludes not being able to buy comics cuz to me... it is an essential just as monkey is to a banana.. hahahah

baby is workin already wor.. n so are alot of my friends.. which leaves onli me.. i wanna find a part time also.. but i keep thinkin its hard to fit it into my schedule.. although i think it isnt very hectic or packed at all.. myabe i jus dun have the workin mindset yet? oh man.. thts bad.. gonna be out in the workin world soon.. if i still cant have tht thinkin.. .woe be unto me.. hahahah

currently i m very very very tired.. calf muscle achin.. no reason y also.. maybe its just part n parcel of being old.. hahaha no offense to senior citizens out there.. but i think its just me n my particularly weak body.. hahah *note to self..mus start workin out soon!!*

gonna continue with my game now.. ciao~

if only i can learn to shut my mouth n stop spoiling ppl's mood...
if only i can stop whining
if only i can stop showing my insecurity..
if only i can let ppl noe how much i crave for ppl's company n hate being alone..
if only...

if only things could remain a bed of roses without the thorns pricking us every now and then.. even if there are thorns.. we have to constanly remind ourselves that we muz always overlook the thorns which represent the bad things in life and focus more on the roses, the beautiful and wonderful things that happened in our lives =)

we cant really say life is short because some people actually begrude that things are going too slow but neither can we say it is too long because of 1 important word:unexpectibility. In a short period of maybe 4 days, we have seen the death of two people, one who lived his life to the fullest and another who fought against the bad hand fate dealt to him. everyone noes steve irwin, Australia's famous croc hunter. A wildlife lover who did everything in his power to let the world know more about crocs, snakes and all sorts of fasinating wildlife, but perhaps by the cruellest(if there is such a word) twist of fate, died under the sting of a stingray, something that he was actually trying to let the world know more about.

Another was a boy, who had fought against cancer and slowly enjoying his new found life when a car accident took his new life away. Watching his interview on tv about his outlook on life and how he fought against cancer made me not want to believe that this brave boy was no more...
how unlife life can be at times.. taking away the lives of those who deserved to live long and well but those who ought not to be in this world anymore are living long and well.. perhaps to comfort oneself, we can always say that those undeserving of life will one day get their just desserts.. and those good men who have left us are now in a better place.. one with peace n tranquility..

Goodbye Mr Crocodile Hunter. Goodbye kwang Zhen.

Anger is just a state of mind.. if we can tell our mind to 'cool down' n 'take a step back', we can actually resolve issues without tempers flared n in the worst case, punches delievered. Why this statement you ask? that's because i have nothing conctructive to type.. hahaha

well, time check now 0230hrs.. going back camp for the first half of the day doing i-have-no-idea.. man oh man.. wana taste home cook food!! how long has it been since i last put some home food into the mouth of mine..

duties in camp for the old specs HAVE reduced dramatically which is a good thing given the stuff we had to endure the past months.. phew.. finally taking a breather.. =)

7th month coming!! wow.. seems like yesterday tht we had our first meeting n first meal n first movie (note: 3 different events..) , had our fair share of squabbles n there were times i wanted to kick your butt.. but being e good bf i m.. u were spared the pain! =P hahaha well.. looking forward to spending ur first birthday with me baby.. (o_O)b love ya~

okay ppl.. i m gonna answer these questions using song titles on my media player.. but they have been shuffled so some of them wun make much sense..hahah

how are you feeling today?
kelly pan jia li-ji shi zha dan..erm..i m gonna explode on a timer??

will you get far in life?
wu ke qun-zhou xing xing... well.. i suppose my life will be full of colours like zhou xing xing.. hahah

will you get married?
fort minor-feel like home..!! how am i going to interpret this?! i suppose i will.. and i will..have a happy family?? sheesh..

what is your best friend's theme song?
hong jun yang-gu jun zhuo zhan..hahahah he is alone in his fight against something..

what is the story of ur life?
jay chou-niang zi.. hahahah this song.. i think i will have a wife? good one perhaps??hahahaha

what was high school like?
jay chou-mai ya tang..YUP! finally something that is obvious.. it was very sweet n memorable!

what is the best thing about ur friends?
chen weilian-qi shi ni bu dong wo de xing..hmm..i dunnoe them well enough to say?

what is in store for this weekend?
jay chou-ba wo hui lai le.. HAHAHAH it shld be the opposite cuz my dad is returnin from thailanf tml!

to describe your grandparents?
tanya chua-beautiful love.. hmm.. they had a happy marriage.. thts true~

what song will they play at your funeral?
coco lee-dao ma dan.. hmm.. to commemerate my life? full of... vigour? holy shit.. i dunnoe what i m typin at this point in time already..

how does the world see you?
oon myong-why..YYY??? y did joey exist? or maybe y is he full of nonsense?hahaha

will you have a happy life?
S.H.E-tian hui..ermm.. no idea.. i wun have a happy life?

what do your friends really think of u?
hong jun yang-yi shen jue wang.. i m hopeless?!

do people secretly lust after u?
coco lee-bei ai de nu ren..!! maybe i m?? but i m a man lah...FULL BLOODED man..

how can i make myself happy?
jj lin-hui you na me yi tian..hmm.. when i get married to my true love then i will be happy? till death do us part.. :)

what should you do with your life?
chen weilian-toong hua..live it like a fairy tale?

will you ever have children?
jay chou-wo de di pan.. ermm.. my territory.. that means its my rule.. n YES i will have!!

done!! hahahh some of them..nono.. most of them actually makes no sense.. oh well.. hahahha

okay ppl.. i m gonna answer these questions using song titles on my media player.. but they have been shuffled so some of them wun make much sense..hahah

how are you feeling today?
kelly pan jia li-ji shi zha dan..erm..i m gonna explode on a timer??

will you get far in life?
wu ke qun-zhou xing xing... well.. i suppose my life will be full of colours like zhou xing xing.. hahah

will you get married?
fort minor-feel like home..!! how am i going to interpret this?! i suppose i will.. and i will..have a happy family?? sheesh..

what is your best friend's theme song?
hong jun yang-gu jun zhuo zhan..hahahah he is alone in his fight against something..

what is the story of ur life?
jay chou-niang zi.. hahahah this song.. i think i will have a wife? good one perhaps??hahahaha

what was high school like?
jay chou-mai ya tang..YUP! finally something that is obvious.. it was very sweet n memorable!

what is the best thing about ur friends?
chen weilian-qi shi ni bu dong wo de xing..hmm..i dunnoe them well enough to say?

what is in store for this weekend?
jay chou-ba wo hui lai le.. HAHAHAH it shld be the opposite cuz my dad is returnin from thailanf tml!

to describe your grandparents?
tanya chua-beautiful love.. hmm.. they had a happy marriage.. thts true~

what song will they play at your funeral?
coco lee-dao ma dan.. hmm.. to commemerate my life? full of... vigour? holy shit.. i dunnoe what i m typin at this point in time already..

how does the world see you?
oon myong-why..YYY??? y did joey exist? or maybe y is he full of nonsense?hahaha

will you have a happy life?
S.H.E-tian hui..ermm.. no idea.. i wun have a happy life?

what do your friends really think of u?
hong jun yang-yi shen jue wang.. i m hopeless?!

do people secretly lust after u?
coco lee-bei ai de nu ren..!! maybe i m?? but i m a man lah...FULL BLOODED man..

how can i make myself happy?
jj lin-hui you na me yi tian..hmm.. when i get married to my true love then i will be happy? till death do us part.. :)

what should you do with your life?
chen weilian-toong hua..live it like a fairy tale?

will you ever have children?
jay chou-wo de di pan.. ermm.. my territory.. that means its my rule.. n YES i will have!!

done!! hahahh some of them..nono.. most of them actually makes no sense.. oh well.. hahahha

today today today~ wat a fun and sweat filled day! first of all went out with everyone-shld-noe-who , my baby!!, to ikea to get her photo frames.. hmm.. arty farty baby.. wana decorate the frame siah!! i think we can juz buy the entire show room lah.. buy those we like then wun have to spend time decorating le! hahahah clever right me??

then we went imm's daiso to jalan jalan.. hahaha juz love lookin at u lah baby.. like a little gal in a toy store like tth! ahahahah well.. i will be like tht too when i m in a comics shop..hahaha

then after sendin little-miss-full-of-laughter back home, i went for my trainin.. HOLY SHIT!! sweat more than a pig.. although personally i have nvr seen a pig sweat..hahhaha whole body achin now.. aiyoh.. muz be age catchin up on me.. hahahhaa

desperately looking for means to earn some extra cash to survive.. cuz my account is dwindling faster than u can say... help-i-need-cash! oh man.. thought of alternatives like betting on soccer but its like girls' temper.. totally unpredictable.. well, no offense to our female readers here (not like there are alot of women lookin at this blog either)

the inaugural IMF meeting is going to happen right in our little heartland soon n tht they are going to discuss about the current monetary woes thts happenin in countries, first world n third world alike.. well.. i will be glad if they can give me some pointers on how to build up my finance... hahaha whatever m i typing.. i have NO idea..

hope u really like the things i gave u.. although i have absolutely no idea wat u r going to do with it.. plz plz plz take good care of it cuz it took me lots of hard work n sleepin hours to complete de wor!!! hahaha (o_O) today i had a nice n enjoyable day with my one n only~ hahhaa no shy no shy.. hmm.. ok lah.. i shldnt lament abt the time lah.. come to think of it.. spend quite alot of time liao lor.. but well.. enough is never enough for greedy old me.. =)

hmm.. going to ord soon!! gotta settle all my stuff.. like meeting up with old frens.. tryin to find some work n keepin myself fit.. cuz i aint wanna turn into a lump of walkin fats.. hahahaha

to baby.. HAPPY HOLIDAYS!!!! HAPPY WORKIN DURING YOUR HOLIDAYS AS WELL!! HAPPY MAPLING DURING UR HOLIDAYS!! BUT BUT BUT dun forget me u noe!! otherwise i will..let u eat my fist! hahahaah =P

i got to wake up late today n ended up sleeping till 11.. feels like i wasted a lot of time doin times i could have done.. oh well..

ippt is on later!!! oh man oh man.. hope i get at least a pass.. hahaha otherwise i will have to take again man.. gonna kill me..

let headache be gone!!! so tht u can take ur exam in the best state!! aZa AzA FiGHtInG!~! =)

well, today NEARLY ended low..luckily n thankfully (by some divine intervention) , things picked up n ended of on a should i say, wonderfully high note? =)

baby ah, sorry if my sometimes stupid attitude pisses u off. not tht i wan it to happen but since i promised u le, i will curb it to the max k?

tml is IPPT!! holy malooney!!gotta die running man.. hahahah wonder if thinkin 'pain is all in the mind' will help.. gotta start thinkin in neo.. 'free ur mind..' hahaahh all e best joey!!

GOOD LUCK FOR FRIDAY'S n MON'S TEST AH BABY!! i noe i said it before but it wun hurt to reiterate my point! hahahah JIA YOU!!

*warning* this entry is not writing in a clear n sobre mind of the blabberer.. disregard whatever u see for this entry..

today is a fucking fucked up day...totally.. well.. actually not the whole day.. its after dinner onwards.. well as usual.. mr blabberer here made a mistake again and tht led to him feelin so.. fucked up inside.. cant u be magnanimous all the time n not be so so so petty???! mr blabberer.. always u.. u tried to make up but given ur stupid attitude.. whos gonna give two shit about u?? you shld really just learn to keep ur mouth shut n not shoot ur mouth off whenever u like.. give in all the way n no trouble willl arise!!! *smacks to the head*

sheesh.. sometimes it aint so bad to be a gal.. at least they have their 'gal-frens' to pour all their sorrows to.. for guys.. its kinda hard.. well at least its true for my case.. cuz i wun wanna bore them with my probs.. cant really cry also cuz its.. damn damn hard to.. tryin will prob end up with me gettin a stupid lookin face.. shoutin the probs out u say? neh.. friendly neighbours will probably call the cops alertin them of madman or abusive husband on the loose.. so.. wat can i do?? distract my thoughts of cuz.. no.. thinkin dirty wun help.. cuz the feelin aint there.. hahahah anyway thts juz a joke..

well.. remember fans of my blog (ha ha ha.. very funnny..) this is not written by the normal me... maybe in a few days i will post another blog laughin at the blog i wrote.. sayin how dumb it is.. hahahah ciao~ take care everyone! happy 14th aug!

what a day! didnt really expect to be out today.. but i m glad i went out.. cuz its with my baby =) went to catch the click, thinking it will be slap stick comedy from start to end.. boy was i wrong..

it had a moral behind it! thats family first.. how true.. was expecting a rather sad ending.. but thankfully.. adam saddler's character has been given a new chance to live again.. how? well.. gotta catch the movie yourself to find out!

had trainin after tht.. fortunately/unfortuanately.. my place got changed cuz i couldnt really meet the expectation.. oh well.. gotta train to become stronger then.. =)

to my baby who for some reason likes to read my blog.. GOOD LUCK FOR YOUR EXAMS!!! no stress may be a good thing.. but dun fumble durin the exam leh baby! do your best n its rest relax eat and sleep after that for u! abit more and u can see the light at the end of the tunnel liao.. (o_O)b love u~

currently: listening to some taiwan prog talkin about their spooky experiences..hahaha *envy* =X
chattin on msn
doin my stuff
writing this entry

today is the last day till after exams i can see her.. wuah.. bloody long time man.. hahaha nvm.. at least we still in same country..hahah surprise waiting for u after e exams! hahaah wait patiently n DUN ask me wat it is.. its a S-U-R-P-R-I-S-E =)

hmm..trainin tml!! WOO!!! gonna sweat it out tml! hope the trainin goes well!! aza aza fightin!

i have learnt a few magic tricks,..hahaha quite easy to do but nevertheless.. its damn fun!!

baby ah.. ALL THE BEST!!!

when things arent going our way.. though initially we feel sad, disappointed n maybe short-changed.. still.. we try try our utmost to think of positives... dun get bogged down by negativities.. doing it do us no good AT ALL.. onli makes ppl feel worse n the ppl around us also..

AGREED? *cue to nod head*

well.. lets talk about happy stuff here..

firstly.. i m gonna ORD soon.. hope the pass shit doesnt catch up with me after i ord.. otherwise.. =(

secondly.. i m slowly tryin to improve my fitness.. wun wanna become a slob when i go poly..

thirdly.. hmmm... none at the moment but hope there will be soon!! hahahaah

i m bored with a capital B.. n maybe O R E and D...

dunnoe wat to do lah...plan all gone up in smoke.. hmm.. maybe catch a movie with my myself n i later... =')

wow... woke up with a pair freakingly tired n sore legs.. hahahah

anyone interested to make me feel better?? heres wat u can do... get the freakin server to do his job!!

Truth.. i went for my training feeling rather.. sian.. cuz i didnt really expect to do anything much..

boy was i wrong!

today was one of the best training i had so far!! though i m feeling EXTREMELY wasted.. but the feelin of satisfaction was..OH HELL YEAH!!! hahahaah now i look forward to each training! hope i can get time off for this.. =)

tml.. hmm.. no idea wat to do.. maybe i shall do the drawing for my fren..

ciao~

hmm..was at popular with a gal =P this evenin when i saw these pencils, they were sold in a pack.. from light to heavy tone.. wanted to buy it.. but then a voice told me.. 'buy this for wat?! u r onli drawin for fun.. dun waste money..' then with a tremendous amount of willpower.. i didnt buy the pencils..

moral of the story?

i think i need to hear more of tht voice.. cuz tht way i will cut down on lots n lots of unneccessary spendings..

BUT..if the voice tells me not to buy comics books.. i will pretend tht its just the wind whispering.. hahahahaah

for ur information.. i m eating chips now.. hahahaah if things continue.. i think i will forever chasing the dream of me being Mr arnold.. hahahahah

another random.. i think i have a bad habit.. cant really stop myself from blinkin hard sometimes.. damn...

hmm... singapore's birthday is coming!! wow..so fast.. same time last year i think i just passed out from my course.. now i m waiting for the next batch to come in n take over us.. hahaha time flies.. time flies..

today was a roller coaster day.. firstly the earlier part was sorta like a recovery period.. then after tht things got off on a very positive note.. oh.. Someone wouldnt let my day end on a high.. he had to gimme some trouble.. man oh man..

note: the above is not meant to be understood...

BABY! enjoyed myself today!! even though things happened ah.. hahaha NEH MIND!!

baby.

i changed ur skin to fang bian u dis lao ren jia to c ur tagboard more clearly!
if nt i doubt u will ever click on e navigations.

so HERE.

dis skin.

NO NAVIGATIONS.
yippee!

c i so nice. love me more more.

Joey tay kah yeong.

please go n c ur tagboard leh. ur frens tagged u leh. den u nv hiew them one. so bad. MUST go n click ur navigations n check la~ haiyoh..

ok i go do my work liao. c i so nice. blog ur blog to remind u. xp love me more pls.

hope i can meet u on sun baby.. aiyoh.. dun really noe wat i m gonna do on a sunday if i aint goin out.. maple??

well.. talkin on the phone as i m writing this rather.. solemn entry..

if onli i studied well for my A's...
if onli i didnt take my combi in sec sch i would have taken my fav course in poly..
if onli if onli..hell.. if onli i could predict the future then i wun have to think long n hard about wat m i gonna do now..

sometimes i really envy those who have places in uni n poly.. even though it might not be their fav course.. BUT at least they have somethin to show for at the end of their course..

Me? oh yes i have something to show.. an A level cert tht till now i m not sure whether its a full or haf cert becuz of Gp..

n at this point i juz put down the phone..

to continue.. sometimes ppl dun really have to be so pessimistic cuz its really contagious.. now i m left wondering whether i will be able to get into the course tht i lust/desire/hope for.. plan b? tht is to try for the other courses tht i m also interested in.. if not the same level of enthusiasm as my first choice..

a BIG wat if my plan A, B, C all the way to Z fails? well.. think i will have to live off my parents if fates decides to deal me such a lousy schmousy hand..it wun happen.. right???

gonna try playin my game now.. ciao~

hmm.. havent really had the mood/time/inspiration to update my blog. dun have much of the above mentioned now too but i will try to squeeze something out of my brain for this entry..

going to ord soon but my bank account is still decreasing.. how am i goin to support myself once i finish my ns??! *ponders* well.. hope i can find some part time job that allows me to work as i study..

did some tests just now (courtesy of baby's blog), hmm.. my memory powers seems to be rather good! *smiles satisfyingly* i got 16/20 for a test for identifying fake smile.. so people.. dun try to fake me cuz i noe... =)

ytd went out with baby to..oh yah.. jurong east.. bought a new book, after tht we went for dinner n then to lib.. she 'wrote' a present for her mum which i think i will never in my life do.. hahaha while i doodled on the new book..

hmm... one fren of mine told me somethin tht got me thinking.. ' u think u r well-liked by everyone ah?' or somethin to tht tune.. well.. to be honest.. i dun set off to please every tom dick harry jane mary judy.. BUT i also try not to make enemies so if anyone thinks i have offended u purposely.. sorry for not actually doin it on purpose cuz tht way i wun have to wonder y some ppl r treatin me in negative way.. piss.. i mean peace to u!

if onli life is a movie.. in tht way i can sit back, relax n not have to bother myself with life's nitty gritty stuff..

till next time~

i juz reached home after helpin out with my dragon dance frens.. they took part in e competition n got second for the west zone! u go guys!! (o_O) b

right now i m watchin the world cup n rootin for french!! le bleus!!! GO GO GO!!

time pass
people forget
whats left
is the memories we have
times of good and bad we had
will always be etched
so lets take some time
to reminise n reconcile

hmm.. to those who r bored enough to read my blog.. take some time off your busy life n think about friends u have not kept in contact with.. dun be like me ya.. *guilt..*

what a rare moment.. i m actually at home in the afternoon!! its been a long time since i get to do this, all thanks to something call NS -_- . not tht serving my country is a bad thing, but its who is my superior thats making me dread going to camp.. cuz it aint 3 strikes n ur out... its 1! *shudders*

just finished packing my stuff.. which means stuff tht i dun use are out of the home.. sadly.. i wish i wun have to do tht.. cuz every item holds memories.. n i really think it took alot for me to throw them away.. but like wat i told my baby.. it aint the physical item but the memories we keep.. well.. i told her something to that tune.. =)

off to maple! WUAHAAH!!!

currently doing: drinking lotus soup (mmm~)
mapling
chatting on msn
bloggin....

had a whole weekend spent in camp n guess wat? going back tml after less than 24 hours outside.. freak shit.. i can smell the words ORD.. getting nearer.. phew..

but all's not cheery after tht.. gotta figure out whether SP wans me anot.. if not.. i m gonna sell pirated vcds.. *snorts* in the agenda also is a part time job.. modellin? hahah possible options.. before n after for weight loss/gain commercial.. =D

hmm.. right now i m also listening to songs on my com.. same old songs.. nvr seem to get tired of then though..

went out with 'mrs tay' LOL today.. watched Silent Hill.. wun say its a good adaptation of the game.. but at least they got the town right.. abit anti-climax though.. my gal here is scared (make tht very) n thinks she will get nightmare from it.. hahhah dun worry baby! its juz a movie.. =)

hmmm... i shall sing a song to the tune of spiderman..

china man china man~
shoots out noodles from his hand~

thts all i can think lah... hahahah

i just logged out from maple, after getting to 52%. tht took a whole lot of time to reach.. another 48% more!! n another17 more level to be on par with my baby.. hahah aza aza fightin!!

i was talkin to 'ah nua' on the cab after my training, and she asked me what were my major regrets in life.. i held back myself as i wanted to say i regret not meetin feng-mei.. hhahaha well.. seriously.. the first regret tht came to me was the one where i threw my brother's toy on the day he bought it.. down the rubbish chute.. hhahah couldnt imagine me doing tht.. but wats done is done.. sorry bro!

hmm.. i read my baby's blog n yes yes yes!! i m very gan dong! =) the things she wrote about me.. hahah writing it for ppl to see..aiyoh.. how shy will i get man!! *blushes* ahhaha

wat i like abt u~
-the way u look when u fall aslp! =)
-the way u sa jiao
-the msgs n things u given me.. FOL!! (full of love!) hahah

well.. there r others but being the shy old man i m i shant say them here.. hahaha

hmm.. thought u really look like 14-15.. i also dun look like 20(ppl told me tht) so it doesnt matter! hahahahaahahahahah~

really really glad tht u talked to me on msn tht fateful day..otherwise i really wonder wat m i doin without this gal in my life.. (o_O)

wow, its been 15 days since i wrote my last entry.. hmm.. dun think anyone except for one little gal missed my entries.. not tht its full of gossips, revelations, news or whatsoever.. hahah but oh well.. guess i gotta update this blog sometimes =D

well.. for the past 15 days.. things happened but i shant go into much details because in the brain of this old man here.. memories r hard things to come by.. hahaha

oh ya.. went to watch 'over the hedge'.. fuNnY with a capital F hahaha full of S***, cute characters especially the turtle (or is it a tortoise??) eagerly awaiting to catch the X-Men3!! n superman!! n 'the omen'!! wWOWOW so many movies to catch.. hmm can anyone gimme a treat?? aahahah

maple maple~ hahah finally became a hunter!! WOOT~ but there is still a long way to go before i can reach the magical 100 hahahaah long long nong nong way~ =)

went out with my baby alot of times! had fun all of the time!! hahahah (o_O)b

then read up on alot of interior design books.. TOTALLY fascinated by most of the designs though i have to remind myself tht they have unique house shapes to work on unlike singapore's normally 'normal-looking' flats n apartments

n went to Sentosa with my camp mates! fun fun fun!! hahaha going to east coast next time to roller blade! oh yeah!! juz pray tht i dun fall hard on my ass like a clown! hahaha

downloaded alot of news songs!! very happy!! just cant remember some other songs i wana download...hmmm

3rd month! hahah happy happy despite the initial 'trouble'.. glad u like it baby!! BUT DUN open all at once.. spoil its meanin lor like tht... cannot ah... =P

hmmm... wat i did today.. took a tour-to-marina-area bus ride.. hahah then had sushi.. *yum yum!~* then went lib awhile jiu go home le.. well.. glad tht i spent time with u~ (o_O)

bought some cards for maple.. hahaha n a movie called mirrormask! wow! neil gaiman rocks! totally out of the box illustrator..

baby ah baby.. tks for the book n the star!! gonna start writing soon.. hahaha happy third month!!

today was looking forward to trainin after such a long time.. but then it got cancelled due to lack of manpower.. very worried as to how we are going to defend our title.. hopes things work themselves out...

so i was playin maple just now.. saw her.. n i kinda hit a low mood.. think she still isnt back to normal.. so i think i better go back camp later instead of hopin to see her later in the game.. dun wanna spoil each other's mood.. sigh... joey joey.. u r such an ass..

today was looking forward to trainin after such a long time.. but then it got cancelled due to lack of manpower.. very worried as to how we are going to defend our title.. hopes things work themselves out...

so i was playin maple just now.. saw her.. n i kinda hit a low mood.. think she still isnt back to normal.. so i think i better go back camp later instead of hopin to see her later in the game.. dun wanna spoil each other's mood.. sigh... joey joey.. u r such an ass..

8 BELOW IS A GREAT MOVIE!! the director did a great job! kudos to the dog trainers too.. the huskies' emotion n feelin was delievered greatly.. thought they had no lines.. totally amazed.. hahahah

saw the trailer for pirates of the carribean.. lookin forward to tht too. n X-MEN 3! WOO!! soon man soon.. such movies always make me wonder.. can we bing reel life to real life?? maybe we cant make mutants too... tht will be cool! n adamantiam might be a reality.. hahaha but come to think of it.. imagine wat bad things can happen if such thing is being misused by the mentally unsound..

hope i can meet her tml.. wonder y ah.. when we planning to meet the next day.. something HAS to crop up.. oh man.. canot keep happenin.. old ppl like me canot take it one.. hahaha well.. heres hopin tml will be a good day.. for me n for everyone!


ps. baby ah.. nxt time remember.. dun need to soften ur soles before usin tht thing.. hahaha =)

i have no idea y i can sweat so much...even when i m standin n waitin for bus... oh man..
gonna really start exercisin le.. ahah but then thts wat i said to myself so many times before.. sheesh.. come on!! put in some determination there!!

i m a very happy guy! =D 2 months n 8 days have passed since lil gal n i upgraded our grandpa n grandgal status.. hahah sounds like incest.. =P n i can say tht we have had our fair share of... little squabbles n arguments.. but we kinda sounded like we had our future planned out man.. hahaha

baby ah.. I STILL WANNA KEEP A PET!! hahahaha she is gonna stay at home n cook n do housework.. hahha hopefully the house will be designed my me!! =D mmm.. tht will be nice.. hahah

hope we still have each other for company months n years down the road k? =)

p.s... my parents n grandmas r waitin to c u leh! hahahaa kuai kuai lah baby~

FINALLY!! i have decided wat to do after my national service! i m gonna take up something tht i have wanted since sec sch! INTERIOR DESIGN! i have always enjoyed dreaming up how to design houses n although i dun really have the creative juices.. i think my determination more than make up for tht department! so.. cross my fingers n hope everythin goes smoothly! =D

today is a very happy day.. as usual time passed EXCEPTIONALLY fast when i m out with ms fussy bunny.. we were supposed to go lau pa sar.. but luickily we didnt go.. cuz i thnk there isnt much life in tht place except for the open air hawker juz outside.. instead we went to makan sutra.. n boy! was it a good choice by baby (o_O) b hahaha

i really enjoy going out with her n i m startin to accept the fact tht we dun really have to spend longs hours with each other.. wat really matters is we spent TIME with each other.. =)

n i regret to say tht she has found a weak spot on me! holy...

oh man.. cant believe tht the 11th mono r gona ord soon.. gonna miss workin with them.. ALL THE BEST GUYS! tht means havin to know new ppl again as the 12.5 r gonna come in soon.. hope everything works welll with them

HAPPY 2 MONTHS!! MANY MANY MORE TO COME BABY!!!

joey tay kang kong..

time

to

grow

up

n

stop

being

so

immature

sometimes

GROW UP!

do men get pms?? or is it jus mood swing?? was sendin baby back when suddenly i felt..like not talking.. so there i was.. holdin her n walkin.. keeping my bloody mouth shut.. wanted to say something.. but there is this force or somethin holdin me back.. shit.. couldnt even make a fool of myself to make her laugh.. man oh man oh man.. sorry ah baby.. no idea wat happened also.. maybe things (nonsense as usual) were goin thru my mind..

aiyah.. dunnoe wat is happenin to my blabberin mind.. God's mysterious ways..

maple.. damn shitty.. freakin things always manages to kill me when i least expect.. urgh.. not gonna play it for quite some time now.. gonna have a burst blood vessel if i keep losin my temper playin tht..

he who keeps thinking about something all e time will that what he wants! i m a v good example.. been thinkin of gettin my dream hp for so long.. n FINALLY!! i got it!! WUAHAH!!! it looks damn damn cool man.. think of all the pics i can take! wow.. n a mp3 to replace the one i lost.. a 3 in 1 tht cost only 200 bucks! yeah!! dream come true..

wat m i gonna think abt next.. gettin to meet Boa.. *i will meet Boa.. i will meet Boa.. mutters..*

met up with baby today at lib.. then had our lazy afternoon :D she still had a slight headache though.. zhu ni kuai kuai hao ah!! =D

then after tht we went over to IMM to buy her gummy sweet.. brought some of my own also.. hahah then after tht went to try this mache like place called crunchy carrot.. hahah then met my old fren!! so glad to see him.. then had dinner with him durin his break.. tok alot.. baby also joined in.. v glad to see she can mix.. hahah n yes.. he IS from thai.. =D

hmmm.. sent her back home after tht.. sang alot of songs but kepy gettin interuppted.. hahah v happy to go out with my baby lah.. however short time may seem to pass.. =D love u!

aiyoh..today baby gal had a headache.. feelin dizzy.. zhen ke lian.. but LUCKILY becuz of my wonder drink ( or so she said) she is feelin a okay now! =D

n since i didnt meet her today.. i had time on my hands.. no idea which website to go.. so i did the unthinkable.. i went to dl her fav game.. oh man..

ok lah.. not too bad lor.. goin to be legolas now! WUAHAH!!

was talkin to my fren today.. talked abt growin old.. wow.. bmt felt juz like ytd.. sispec felt like ytd.. goin to sec sch didnt feel like years ago.. jc passed by juz like tht *snaps fingers* oh man.. 2-0 is coming! shit.. time is passin by too fast.. man can create watever technological advances but the one thing they cant stop.. time..

time is the very thing ppl spent tryin to bring us ahead of our time.. but by doin tht.. they have lost it too.. well.. u win some n u lose some..

i m a creature whose mood changes suddenly.. thou shalt not be messed with.. or at least i hope not.. hahaha

havent had a dream in a long time.. this one is juz plain.. weird..

dreamt i was a cop involved in some investigation.. one that sees my grandma being a terrorists.. wow..

shall spare u peps the details of the dream but there is one part i gotta say..

in the end of the dream.. i got shot in the head by a blad guy wearin black suit.. thts after i shot him with my gun..

there i was.. dead.. lying on the seat of the MRT.. thinkin.. 'i m shot in the head but i think i can still get up..juz gotta open my eyes..' ppl were talkin abt me.. then i opened my eyes.. n viola! i woke up.. phew.. dreams arent my reality..

today was supposed to be a lazy afternoon.. it was for me lah.. but not so for my little 'marker' hahaha =P work hard! or shld i say mark hard? hur hur hur XP

oh i juz love rainy days.. creates a very.. well.. soothin atmosphere.. takes away the frustration then comes with the swelterin heat =) lightning adds a nice extra touch to it.. hahaha

prawn mee stall wasnt open today.. prawns out of stock.. hahah neh.. no idea y also.. shall call them to find out later.. n baby ah.. it wun be open till.. 5-4-06 i think.. or izzit 1-4-06.. no idea..

piggybacking is my specialty! hahaha anyone else interested to be piggybacked?? pre-requisite: interested party shld go by the name of leow kaiwen hahahaha well.. so i guess its onli open to u le! =P

n NO.. tht walkin with ur feet on mine isnt much fun.. at least for the one whose feet u r steppin on lah.. hahaha =D

to summary today - full of laughter, fun n utter nonsense n lots of nice singing from me! WUAHAH!!

boy.. i m thinkin of things again.. but they r happy thoughts..

thinkin..

of the time when i first confessed to u

of the first time i held ur hand

of the first time i whispered wo xi huan ni..

of the first time i saw (or maybe made) u cry..

of the times i missed u..

of how fortunate that u entered my life =)

who do i love?? my baby!! love u love u love u!! (o_O) (*^-^*)

ho ho ho..funny what weird thoughts can appear out of nowhere.. so many now lah...aiyoh.. better stop thinkin too much.. i also have no idea where they came from..sheesh.. definitely nowhere good..

oh ya... rowan atkinson is so damn funny..when he isnt makin ppl laugh with his funny antics as bean.. he is makin ppl laugh with his funny skits.. (o_O)b we sure need more laughter in our lives.. makes us forget abt the negativities in lives =)

watched V for vendetta with my lil baby today.. hahaha n when i was buying the tickets..the auntie asked ' ni men liang ge ji shui?' well.. obviously i m past 16 and though fei ju is also past 16.. she still wanted to see her pass.. hahaha oh man oh man oh man.. lookin young eh someone.. hahaha

V is a damn damn damn *toot* nice n cool movie.. wow.. speechless

then took neoprint again~ hahaa though i still prefered the previous one.. this one i will still like de.. =D

went to our fav hangout to nua the night away.. this thought struck me.. 'if onli we were older.. i have a car.. then dun have to go home so early'.. cuz i really.. kinda she bu de leh.. was hoping tht the bus journey will take forever to reach lah..hahaha although thts a selfish thought.. but.. its jus a thought onli.. harmless one.. hahahaha

oh ya.. i enjoyed readin it alot!! refreshed my memories.. =D

wuahaha!!! i muz really be the most careless guy in the world! the bracelet n earrings arent stayin in taiwan.. they r with me all the while.. thks to my mum.. she found them lying on the floor.. phew.. thks god.. =D

gonna meet my bb later~ hope she likes the jia par lang things i got for her.. XD

flu, cough n sore throat. .BE GONE!!

*waves!* HELLO EVERYONE!! back from taiwan! performance was a success!! n the weather is tw is damn cooling... like a giant aircon country..24/7 man!! loving it..

bought so many food back.. BUT BUT BUT!! damn it.. i actually threw away a paper bag containin things i wanna give my mum cousins n frens!! SHIT! man oh man.. how careless can u be joey..

mwaks mwaks mwaks mwaks mwaks mwaks mwaks mwaks mwaks mwaks mwaks mwaks mwaks mwaks mwaks mwaks mwaks mwaks mwaks mwaks mwaks mwkas mwaks mwaks mwaks mwaks mwaks mwaks mwaks mwaks mwaks mwaks mwaks mwaks mwaks mwaks mwaks mwaks mwaks mwaks mwaks mwaks mwaks mwaks mwaks mwaks mwaks mwaks mwaks mwaks mwaks mwaks mwaks mwaks mwaks mwaks mwaks mwaks mwaks mwaks mwaks mwaks mwaks mwaks mwaks mwaks mwaks mwaks mwaks mwaks mwaks mwaks mwaks mwaks mwaks mwaks mwaks mwaks mwaks mwaks.


baby.. a truckload of kisses for u to claim when ur back !! x)))


(*^-^*) (O_o)b

in a few hours time i will be flying off to taiwan and coincidentally today is the day where we shld be celebrating our 1 month. but alas, fate played a very naughty trick on us.. but oh heck.. wat happened made me a very fortunate old man. =D

perhaps she is right in saying, 'ne hen jiu mei tan lian ai le' but i know that its more than that that gave me the warm feeling in my heart..nvr really felt that even in the previous relationship.. yup! its all becuz of you.. hahaah (o_O)

oh boy.. i cant find the correct word to use for how i felt juz now.. but its definitely THE feeling of happiness.. =) well.. take care of urself k! love ya!!

whoever said 13 is an unlucky no?? boy did i spend a FANTASTIC day today! hahaha got a pig as my companion today =D round n soft.. gonna double up as my personal stress ball XD

ah~ glad she liked wat i made.. was so worried lah.. cuz i thought it looked abit bland.. luckily.. no problemo! hahaha

think esplanade is becomin my fav hangout liao lor.. everytime theres so much crap n nonsense coming out from me n her =D

its just a day to remember lah.. ahahha

oh man..today started rather badly.. hai... let such things not happen again!! seeing her cry really made my heart ache.. but LUCKILY.. everything ended off on a sweet note (o_O)

if all thing come to an end.. wat is eternity? this just dawned on me when i was.. erm.. drinkin my chicken soup.. =D

this is the first time this old man shed so much tears (mind u, crying n sheddin tears r 2 COMPLETE different things hahaha) the movie was an absolute tear jerker.. which means its a good movie lah.. =D

also.. this is the first time in my life that i actually felt happy with the neoprint pics taken.. maybe becuz i had some sort of impromtu guidance or becuz like u said.. muo qi.. =D but maybe its becuz i took it with u lah.. WUAHAHA!!

hmmm.. n now i noe how does butterflies feel like.. cant describe the feelin but.. hmm.. its.. weird.. funny yet special all at once.. hahaha wow..

baby..

lets spend our time enjoying e breeze at esplanade while happily muching sushi n cookie and drinking yogurt drink k?

x))
*mwaks

yesh!! going to taiwan for dragon dance performance.. woo!! but first gotta practice well n hard to make sure nothing goes wrong over in taiwan..

good news come one after another.. =D
well.. parents aint objectin.. hahah but they think i m still in e process of chasing.. shant give them a shock first.. slowly lah.. hahaha at least they didnt object (o_O) b

dragon dance was a disaster for me today.. oh man.. wat do i have to do to really really focus... dun wanna be the blacksheep leh..

ideal, r u there yet? nope..far from it..hhaha try harder man...n lets work out whatever prob u have with urself cuz at the end of the day.. either u stand tall or crumble.. lets choose the former!!aza aza fightin!

strangers when we first met
unknown to us that down the road
something strange called fate
brought us together

it wasnt easy i must say
thoughts of uncertainty ran through my head
'what if's' and 'will it's' filled my mind
finally i decided to give it a try

thankfully, its something i dont regret
regret i will had i not said it that day
maybe from then on we might have missed the chance
the chance to be in each other's life

thank you
for being in this old man's life (o_O)

oh man... this is the first time i felt so touched... nearly nearly teared (its diff from crying lah ah..) to imagine the scene of those words..its juz..damn damn damn like chiong yao's love story.. oh yes! poetic..thts the word..hahah

i tried to write a rather crappy but self reflectin entry but decided otherwise cuz' my brain isnt really workin well now.. so this is the substitute for that would-have-been entry

first of all, i think i like the tag of lonely chicken as that kinda suits me, but if i m walkin for too long a time, i will start to think about irrelevant stuff n most of the time, slight depression sets in as i start to pity myself n think 'hey dude.. y are u being such a loner??! goin out with frens n u will more often than not be walkin behind them n listenin to them talk, occasional crackin tht odd cold joke n laughin at it urself? time to wake up ur idea..'

well, i think tht i may look like some patient guy who seldom loses his temper, i will just lose it becuz of some trivial matter.. no idea y.. maybe cuz i m easily pissed with small matter that doesnt seem to be much of an issue..

ah yes.. i like to help ppl with their probs, givin them suggestion to help them with whatever they r facin but when tht shit happens to me, i will be stunned 'oh no.. wat m i gonna to do?!?!' sometimes i think i should just take one step back, look at the situation n think abt wat is the best solution instead of panickin like a pansy..

being the old man i m, i have one favorite past time-----i like to think. think about anything under the sun, moon n stars. but sometimes, i shld just stop thinkin too much n adopt the motto 'just do it' since i onli get to live life once.. yeah.. lets hope i wun forget wat i said the nxt time i start to think excessively =D

i tend to get affected by things said to me, even though it might be said jokingly. y? cuz of the prob in the para above.. i simply like to think alot..a whole lot.. urgh.. its gonna kill me one of these days...

n heres somethin i have to confess.. i tend to get a lil (well..maybe more than tht..) insecure about things, about myself.. no matter how much ppl assure me things r fine.. there will be this naggy feelin at the back of my head tht causes me to feel unsure of myself.. man.. not tht i like for such things to happen.. but hey.. things happen but its up to me to change it or live with it.. hope i m able to do the former..

y m i writing all these crap? no idea.. its just my mind blabberin n my fingers typin the rubbish out

safety massage to all: life tends to drop sh*t on u when u least expect. so, be aware~ (ta ta ta ta....)

peace out.. (o_O) v

i will be 20 this year!! wow.. time really passes fast.. from a pacifier wieldin baby to a school bag carrying student to a soldier.. thts damn fast... time sure is unforgiving..

lots of things have happened since the beginnin of this year.. some good some bad while some r disappointin..

the good:
finally started on my driving lessons
went for a trainee course which gave me a once in a lifetime experience
someone special juz entered my life
my bank account is startin to look healthy..finally..

the bad:
my drivin leaves much to be desired
startin to have a..no wait.. i already have a big tummy.. gone r my 6 frens (the pacs.. hahah)

the disappointin
didnt make it thru the trainee course.. oh well..

well.. lets hope the year is full of good n less of bad (o_O)

i THINK that being in a relationship can actually let us understand ourselves better. i cant really put it into words but thats what i feel.. hmm.. think my evil side is slowly slowly creeping out from its dwelling.. Oh man.. gotta surpress it..

hmm.. driving prac was a disaster today.. oh man.. better buck up... GO GO GO!!

tt special someone is thinking of joey tay kah yeong. :)))

*mwaks

although the goin is startin to get tough.. i noe there i can always look forward to tht special someone who have just entered my life =D (o_O) b

changed !! nice?

nt nice tell me.. i change back.. hee. x)

somebody gets SHY so easily... aiyohhh..

red piping hot ears. HAHAHAHA. xP

going back to my old unit was definitely a welcomin experience. new personnels, new workin 'conditions' but still the same old frens back there. i think i will enjoy this 9 months in camp!

=D thts juz all i can say cuz thts how i feel now! hahahah

granpapa today is being a v nice guy today cos he give his super duper wuper cute grangal a v nice pillow with a monkey face on it. :))))

his grangal lyk it so much.

n his head weighs a ton. xD hahahahha.

n he KILLED his grangal's rose. *grrrrr

i wan a k750i!! so i can take snapshots n fulfil my wish of becoming a photographer! WHAHAHAHA

since valentines' day is just around the corner.. here's something to think about..

is giving of gifts really needed to mark valentines' day? will a simple hand made card suffice? or even just a simple but sincere 'i love u' to do the trick? i would really hate to think that such a special day has become commercialised, but i think that is the case nowadays.. why not go back to the simple care n concern couples show each other?

i read this news article about 2 married couples, both facing difficult circumstances, yet the husbands in both cases did not forsake the wives, instead, they showed concern towards their wives, fulfilling the vow of till death do us part.

the first couple saw the wife suffering from some illness that showed stroke like sypmtoms, giving her great difficulty moving. n sadly, its a fatal illness with no cure and from the looks of it, she isnt goin to be around for long.. yet, the husband, remembering their marriage vows, chose to stick by her side n even quittin his job so he can care for her 24/7.. no roses, no fancy celebration, just him staying by her bedside in the hospital, prayin for a miracle to happen..

as for the second couple, the wife suffered from diabetes n had to have her lower right leg amputated.. the husband still took care of her most basic needs, which includes cleanin up for her. he also took up odd jobs just to make ends meet..

after readin them.. i was really touched by the love they have for each other.. somethin tht isnt expressed by gifts, larvish dinner, but simple actions n concern.. to all the couples out there.. how do u show ur love for one another? the former or latter??

dragon dance rocks! hahaahh yup yup.. its damn nice when u see the moves strung together then the teamwork.. wow.. i really really enjoy dragon dancing man.. (o_O) b

joey tay kah yeong is SO


damn bloody LAZY.


nv blogged for 5 days leh !! tskktskk.

*shakes head*

hai shi ta ge grangal more hardworking.. ;))))

after some thinking, here's what i hope will be the circumstance where i meet my other half, PURELY FANTASY hahaha

walking down the road/shopping centre/anywhere, then i bump into HER. at first, its a simple glance and a quick apology. then some days later, met up with my friend and he/she saw her on the street and walks up to say hi. that is when i realize i saw her before. then we get introduced to each other, quick change of handphone number without much things happening after that. then blah blah blah.. we got to know each other better then days go by, feelings develope then TADA!!

oh yah.. heres how i hope she looks like.. ruien's personality, mei ren yu friendliness and vivien hsu's face.. OH MAN.. my heart is melting like a earthquake ice cream in the sun.. hahaha

What is gambling actually? Is it a money involving vice?
I was sitting at the bus stop when this question suddenly hit me on the head, and my own definition came fast and furious. Gambling is actually using our luck as a stake. If our luck is high, so will the possiblity of a return. But if it's low, I suggest you better stop while you are at it. So by using money, we are acutally using it as a gauge to find out how much luck we have at that moment.
Actually, i have no freaking idea what I just said. Hey, this is MY blabbering mind, so its permitted!

HAHAHHA. a very unglam pic of tayjoey himself. x))))

tra lalalala ~ i lurve being his evil twin..

bah lah bahbahbah! im LURRRVING it. *dances*

i am not joey tay kah yeong.

i am errr.. his evil twin. :)))

pathetic. oni 24 entries in his blog !! wakaka. i shall create havoc for him then.

today was quite a bz day for him. cos in e morn he gt chu si in centre pt n all he did was shake his butt a few times n he is complaining he gt aches in his legs. see la. gt retribution for being too evil to his lovely wonderful cute kind grangal. xD WAHAHHAAHAHA.

den he went driving. my oh my. he din haf an accident. lyk WOW. haha. n he so toot la. nv go hm go JP walked for ard 2 hrs to wait for e famous grangal. hahaha. gt ppl so gong 1 nt u tell me lah. tsktsk. *shakes headd* n so he rotted till his grangal arrvied. n OOPS shes late. :D but as joey tay kah yeong c she so cute den he forgive her. WAHAHAHAHA.

the end. x)

sheesh.. been to australia really made me think twice whenever i see singaporeans on the street. in australia, a smile from us will (most of the time) most probably see a smile being returned to us from the aussies, but right here in our own home, the possibility of that happening is equivalent to me getting ruien as my gf..hahah alright maybe its because we are looked upon as tourist and they are simple being friendly. well, the word emphasised is FRIENDLY. so why cant we just, well, return a simple smile if someone smiles at us? is it really so hard to get that two pieces of thing hanging below (our nose) to arch upsides?

not trying to fuss over such things, but i reckon most singaporeans dont really like to express their positive feelings. if not, why is it that people are more readily at expressing their anger at things/people than giving positive comments?

it wouldnt hurt one single bit to try to smile more, so go ahead guys, you have my approval to smile! =D

bloody shit!! was doin this halfway then i accidentally pressed the back space button.. URGH! accidentally pressed the back space button.. URGH!!!

well..thks to someone.. millions of my grey cells had to be sacrificed to come up with a list of who-knows-who.. hahah enjoy =D

no particular order,list down 3 people you talk to online, 4 people you see at school, 2 teachers, 3 people you love going out with and 3 people in your sms inbox.

1.kaiwen
2.lao chek
3.kala
4.jincheng
5.tjio
6.mrs ng tan
7.ganesh
8.choon hong
9.michael
10.yongyi
11.pearline
12.alex
13.jianwei
14.leonard
15.ms kwan

So what do you think of number 4?
nice fella, fun to be with n i would say is a gentleman n popular with gals =D

How would you feel if number 15 slapped you on your face?
15?! i would feel like i m in a dream n she is slapping me to wake me out of it.. 'JOEY! WAKE UP!!'

How nice is number 6?
very nice! nice teacher to have.. very patient =D one of those i respect

On a scale of 1-10, rate how good looking number 5 is.
he ah.. he thinks he looks like some actor but i dunnoe.. i think he quite popular with gals also.. n has nice pupil colour! cool guy lah he

Will you ever fall for number 11?
! nono.. a xiao di can nvr fall for da ge.. so nonono..

Honestly, if number 8 met with an accident, what would you do?
man..of cuz i will go to the hospital n pay him a visit.. hope he will get well soon

What sport would you play with number 12?
tae kwon do =D

What if number 1 got a boyfriend?
hmm..well.. of cuz i will feel happy for her lah.. she's my grandgal u noe..hahaha

Do you hate number 9?
NOPE.. my buddy in BMT.. y would i wanna hate him man?!

How much do you like number 2?
oh.. very much.. respect him a whole lot =D nvr once saw him angry but is always around to console ppl when they r feeling down n give them valuable advices.. truely world wisely

Will 13 and 7 make a good couple?
no!!　thts　totally not possible!

Will 14 one day kill you?
hahahah
brudders dun kill brudders =D

Who do you like more? 3 or 10?
this is obviously a if-A-and-B-drowns-who-will-you-save type of question.. hahaha BOTH

hello everybody! long time no see =D

australia is really a cool place although its summer now n we keep getitn attacked by flies.. now we r stayin in those hostels, n 1 to each room man!! so shiok (o_O) b

hopin for the best n come back a hapy man! =D

ytd had late supper with my coach n seniors at bukit batok.. first time we had such a long n fun talk siah.. talkin abt army stuff..hahaha thks for the treat coach! =D

i was lookin back on photos taken when i was young..very young n it suddenly dawned on me how time flies.. n how the no. of photos taken is inversely proportionate to the age.. when we were young.. we can even take photos at home.. holdin our toys n wat-nots.. smilin so happily.. but now.. photos are onli taken durin special occasion which is also rare in itself..

so heres something i hope ppl can do.. dun be shy to take photos (although i m one of the guilty..).. capture ur memories for they r the second chance for happiness =D