recently while doing my duty, through the airwave i received the news of the death of eddie guerrero. for the uninitiated, he was a famous wrestler in WWE who goes by the nickname of Latino Heat.

although i am in no way related to him, i felt a tinge of sadness expecially when i was watching some malaysian channel and saw the previous episode of wrestling and there he was, playing the heel in the ring. wanting to believe that his death is but part of a bigger script, but reality kicked in... hope he is happy where he is now

lets hope that we dont need death to happen to realise how important someone is to us

i just realised i have not had a dream in a long time. although my friend told me that our mind isnt resting if you are dreaming, cuz our brains are acutally working to project the dreams.

but i still like to dream, especially if its one where i have a girlfriend and am walkin hand in hand with her. haha, that may make me seem like a desperate guy but hey, who doesnt like such dreams?? its dreams like this that keeps me alive. haha

anyway, ever had this feeling whereby You dreamt of whatever you were doing at that point in time? deja vu is what they call it. if only we can distinguish a 'normal' dream from an 'absurd' one (whereby you dream of being able to fly, basically impossible things), only then can we tell that that will be happening in the future. wow, that will be very cool, forseeing the future

i finally got the news that i have been waiting for-i will be going to air force school. shortly after the happiness came a wave of uncertainty

'will i be able to pass the course?'
'will i be posted back here if i failed my course??'

soon, i dont feel happy at all. i felt absolutely uncertain and in a sense, unhappy. why? i dont really have an answer for that. what some of my friends said certainly made me felt worse. 'joey, we are gonna miss u leh.. dun go leh..'

man, how i wished i can tell them i wont be going but that will make me a lying a$$. so all i am hoping is that either

a) i pass the test and make it as a pilot
or
b) i fail the course and hopefully return back to my camp and be back working together with them.

life never seems to give us an easy life after giving us what we wish for..

hmm.. finally met my non-related grandgal at bukit batok. hahah she v cute lah.. then went to some hawker centre for fried hokkien mee which i have come to conclude is.. so-so =D
man.. i really enjoyed learnin sign language man.. nice language.. damn enjoyed it hahah thks ah grandgal!

now that my teenage years are coming to an end, i think my goals in life have taken abit of matured tone... thoughts of getting a car have got to my little head. heck, i even start thinking of what job should i apply for when i finish my education, how many kids i should have, type of house, where should i stay when i become an old man, what type of funeral, coffin size.. wow... all these thoughts flashed across in a matter of seconds...

life is short.. do the best you can, enjoy it, squeeze the fun out of it while you still can!!

-love makes the world go round, what they tell you about the earth moving in its imaginary axis is well, their damn imagination

-He who laughs last obviously didnt get the joke

-An apple a day keeps the doctor away, the doctor would love to keep that apple away from you

-Life is God's gift for you but why do we have to return this gift N years later?

-toilet: The Odour Is Letting Everyone Throw-up

-Operating theatre is a place where the patients are the show and surgeons and assistants are the audience

well...can anyone( ANYONE!!) plz send me intersting/lame/unnecessary facts to me?

hmm.. think i said something wrong just now.. sorry and i dont mean it in anyway negative..

hmm..what to write... lets try a poem.. hahaha

He walks alone
Holding a book that speaks of no words
But from the book
Planets, stars, milky way, universes are created
He doesnt write the book
Nor does He see a need to
Thats how it is, it has been
He isnt the master
He sees no need to control it

He walks alone
Pages are flipped
But He did not turn them
The book shows Him its pages
Its empty pages
But He doesnt look at the pages
He looks beyond them
Things that cant be explained by words

He walks alone
Holding the book in His hands
He walks for eternity
He does not stop
He sees no need to stop
For if he stops walking
Everythings stops in their track
Dont ask why
Thats how things go
Thats how things work

He walks alone
But yet He isnt alone
He has Everything in his hand
Everything is in the book
Yet the book speaks of no words
No language
But from its empty pages
Everything is created
He isnt the master
Nor is He the servant
He is just Him
Walking alone
With the book in his hands
Walking, for eternity

He is not God
God is not needed in a place where only He exists
He is Him
He needs no title to determine who He is
In a place only where He exists
He needs nothing
For he has Everything
Everything is in His hands
And yet He walks alone

hahahha i dont think anyone will get what i am trying write here. HEck i dont even know what i am writing. thats why this is the mind of the blabberer =D

Alright, i guess you guys must have had enough of my nonsensical, uncomprehensible jokes. So today i think i want to talk about something that i hope you all can actually understand and go 'hmmm...' at the end of it.

Have you all ever looked(don't stare, it's rude man..) at your parents or siblings long enough and actually hit if the realisation that you are looking at a foreign face?? No? Well, i have and boy was i hit with the guilt that i actually thought they looked unfamiliar to me. Well, scientists have a term for this, 'pyschohomofamiliorisis'. Neh, i just made this up, about the term that is. If you guys want to give it a try, by all means. =D

hmmm.. though some say that reel life depicts real life, there are some points that constantly reminds us that drama are well, still different from reality

-where can you find family walking around their house dressed to the nine in their shoes??
-lights that are bright enough that lighting one little lamp will bring the whole room from night to day?
-the houses or flats are built on weak foundation, the floor sounds hollow, the walls are hollow, heck.. banging the door will cause the wall to shake!
-characters can run their lungs out but when they stop, look ma!! no sweat!!
-they will always have nicely done hair, even when they just woke up

wonder wats up with the com in my camp.. access to blogspot is possible but signing in.. IMpossible cuz there juz isnt any 'sign in' icon. its like.. u urgently need to go to the toilet onli to find tht all the sit covers are screwed to the toilet bowl!! (hmmm.. it makes sense, doesnt it??)

alright, enough about tht.. i was thinkin of writing these for quite some time, I NAME THEE 'worst case scenario'

1) business in the toilet. discovers nil zeelch toilet papers. no one around to answer thy call for help. watcha gonna do?!

2) business in the toilet once again. reaches for toilet paper behind. handphone slips out from pocket and into THE PIT. how how how??

3) stuck in the lift with tons of people. lift jams. stressed, you let out ur bodily gas to destress, complete with 'doulby digital sound'. how you gonna steer clear of utter embarrassment??

4) fun time at pool. enters slide. slides down. stands up n feel kinda 'cool' down under. zero swimming trunks. shame or feign ignorance?

5) exits wash room. walks on street. women smiles shyly and men starts to stare at you. looks down. surprised to see your window left open. close your window while acting normally or rush to the nearest toilet? your call.

anyone of u guys encountered these less-than-usual situations?? for me.. well.. i have YET to go thru the shame..

Life is God's joke for u... hahahah juz kiddin...