i'm here writing at 247 in the morning and its a few hours more before i hand in my projects.. what does this shows??

it means that i have nothing better to do than to write a blog which i firmly believes only a handful, and i mean less than 5, actually happens to stumble across this blog..

and why am i writing this in the first place??

perhaps i am just hoping to get some attention but its not really going according to plan..

sometimes when i am enjoying myself with activites or hanging out with friends or loved ones.. my mind will start to wander...

'what exactly are we living our life for?'

maybe for those who are very learned they might give answers like 'to find the true meaning to life itself', to leave a mark on people's lives or simply ' just to go through the cycle of life'.

i think i just lost my train of thought... nvm that...

sometimes i have a very strong urge to just... fast forward to my distant future and see whats install for me.. but who knows what will happen when i get there...

some things are certain though..
-ur loved ones will be aged and unfortunately some will move on to the next cycle of life..
-YOU will grow old and time will always ave the upper hand no matter how hard u try to resist it...

okokokokok.. i have no idea what i'm typing... ciao joey

things to ponder..

-why do people tend to press the remote harder when its low on battery?
-why do people laugh till they cry and cry till they laugh??
-why do we have to 'see to believe' when people warn us not to 'believe in everything we see'?

ok..that wasnt alot of things for u people to ponder and yes... i''m sure u people have seen them quite alot of times but it doesnt hurt to read more =)

today was a very packed day... had to go to work then go to my aunt's house and then to a bdae celebration n finally to baby's fren's house for steamboat!

steamboat was good good good and having a choco fondue is like adding the cherry to the icing on the cake.. =D thks jeanette!

happy last semester baby!!! enjoy ur fren's company!!! (o_O) b

works starting to pile... gotta find the motivation to complete them quick...

hello to whoever might chance upon this dead blog! been a loong while since i last wrote an entry. well.. lots of things have happened during this period of absence, though the good far outweighs the bad =)

firstly, after 2 years of being a soldier and employee, i finally started school!!! but the feeling of the new institution (sounds way more sophisticated hahhaah) is way better than when i was in sec and jc. probably because its much more free here as compared to havin some some farts setting up discipline committee.

i just lost my handphone recently in the cab, and the irony is on the journey we were talking abt good karma bad karma. did i have too much bad karma on me tht my poor ex-handphone has to pay e price. and i m quited disappointed with whoever picked up e phone. called my hp dozens of times hoping tht whoever picked it up will inform me. ZILCH. tht evil bastard switched off my phone!!! oh man.. why cant some singaporeans be more honest... damn..
maybe i thought of my phone too much, i even dreamt of gettin the phone back in my dreams. alas.. its just a dream..

oh ya.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!

after all the late night trainings, the competition was finally over. hopes were high on at least 1 of our team making it to macau.. but maybe its a case of having too high an expectation of ourselves, we didnt make it.

though we are all disappointed.. we still have to move on n look forward to e nxt comp n not let this little setback bring us down.. WENYANG GO!! (o_O) b

phew.. finally can slp tht bit more for now.. hahaha muz go back to my gym regime soon!!

saturday meeting a slim gal for a date!!! ahahha transformers~ robots in disguise!! YEAH!!! have this sudden urge to get my hands on something since i was a little wide eyed little boy.. GET OPTIMUS PRIME's TOY FIGURINE!!! ahahahaha oh man..

i cant imagine how much a driving licence can cost... sure is good money for the instructors and teaching sch...

ways to make more money being an instructor
-sleep most of ur way thru when u r teaching ur students so they will always have things for u to teach them
-start giving them tips one by one only when they failed their first test so they will have to come back to u for lessons
-be as lenient as possible so the students will think they are doing fine when in fact the techniques they r using are wrong most of the time

the above are just tongue-in-cheek and isnt true for most of the instructors




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oh man.. i miss my baby!!!! gonna meet her tml n nxt wed.. lets enjoy ourselves... oh oh.. the lazy bug is acting up.. hahaha ciao~

Finally managed to sit down in the early morning and get down to writing an entry in this barren blog. Not that people read this anyway, except of the joy of my life =)

It's been 1 year, 2 months and 20 days since we have been together and i must admit, the oh-so-sweet stuff have dimished quite a fair bit but i think it has been replaced by something far more precious--maturity. Gone are the silly i-am-missing-you mass sms, in its place are simple messages from each others heart =) Also, we started doing different things together, gym sessions and shopping are new on the list of things-to-do.. hahahh and praises for my baby!!! you have slimmed down!! d(0_O)b aza aza fighting! And i will always be graeful for the chance to meet you and have you in my life. Love you baby!

And of worries..well my driving test is juz round the corner and sad to say, i have no confidence in passing it the first time round, given the fact that i don't have much free time for practices and the instructor cant seem to find me in on my free days most of the time... man oh man..

*juz dozed off there juz now*

Sleeping long hours seem to be a rarity nowadays and yes.. i am complaining that 6 hours a day is not enough of me! and for the rare visitors to my blog saying that they sleep less than that.. well.. that isnt my concern! hahhaha

okay.. gonna cut this short.. all in all.. life is going well for me and i certainly am looking forward to attending school after 2 years + of non studying..

ciao~

why oh why little guy
have you forgotten the simple pleasures in life
and instead taking to being envious of other guys

have you, little guy, forgotten to enjoy the sunshine
or the rain that soothes your mind
or even the comics that brightens your life?

little guy oh little guy
life isnt about wishing you can live out people's life
it's about how you want yours to be lived

a simple word of advice little guy
reach for the sky in your life
and you may end up loving life

oh man oh man... why do i keep getting envious of people's life? it is because i am always so close and yet so far to the path supposedly laid out for me? or maybe my expectations of myself are higher than what i can achieve?? oh man.. cloud of depression is looming over me.. damn.. oh well... tomorrow will be a brighter day!

extreme makeover home edition is totally OVER THE HILL. Imagine building a new house from scratch in a span of 1 week, and tht includes gettin new furniture, appliances n what have you.. truly they change people's life totally.. when is singapore going to have such an EXTREME prog??

when to celebrate my 'brother's ' birthday hahaha n though it was a rather belated one... we had a real enjoyable time =) sushi galore n ice cream galore! woO! hahaha thks for the treat bro! (o_O)b

after the meal, we went for a little window shoppin n do i really need a pair of casual shoes? hmmm.. but i have to keep remindin myself not to spend money wastefully.. buy wat i NEED not wat i want.. but i still bought 2 movies anyway.. hahahah but its going for dirt.. 2 for less than 10! woo.. so i actually saved a lot of money.. wun feel guilty abt spendin if i think of it this way.. =)

at the end of eveything.. baby n i went to our old fav hunt---- esplanade~ can still remember the times when we were there at the beginning of our relationship.. sitting under the moon with the sea n guesssin how many ppl r havin 'affairs' at the still lit office buildings.. hahahah time sure pass real fast! its already reachin half a year! wow! goodnight baby~ love u!

It really feels good to be appreciated for the efforts put in during work and although i am not the type that open glees and feels proud about it, i do acknowledge the encouragement and pray hard that i don't get boastful about it. Guess i will have to work doubly or triply hard in order not to disappoint them. =) This is the first time i enjoyed myself so much at work, maybe it's because there is acutally lots of hands on at Rocky's? Being a waiter at my previous workplace also has lots of hands on but that's of a different kind.

So there you have it, here is just a entry of gratitude towards my managers for being so nice. =)

baby and i went singing
kbox which is at JEC
lots of fun with her i did
though i think my voice quite stinks
all in all i still loved it
cuz its spent with my baby~

hahahaha trying singing it to the tune of 'twinkle twinkle' =)

yup! i gave her my first time.. first time at kbox! though i was really nervous when she got me to sing the first song... i slowly started to warm up and tried singing.. though she said i sang ok.. but i still felt weird hearing my own voice.. will there be a nxt time?? we'll see.. hahaha

then after tht.. we went to watch 300.. its a totally awesome movie!!! the spartans are all damn gung-ho.. full of bravery and brilliant fightin tactics but there were lots of why-did-they-do-that type of questions in me.. hahahah i shant share them here.. wun wanna ruin it for those who didnt catch it yet...

today's work was.. woo-hoo!! hahaha damn tired... legs felt like braking man.. maybe i m juz weak lah.. =)

All alone in the living room in the morning (1+ am) typing this entry because i feel that i have something deep inside i want to share badly.

I ponder my next sentence at my fingers hover above the keyboard.

Well, i have everything(almost) going for me, happy relationship, good (temp) job, nice family and good friends. Yet, once in a long while, there will be a feeling of emptiness, goalessness, if there is such a word, rising from within. This is the time where i will be asking myself an unanswerable question--- what's my purpose here??

Study? Get a good job? Happy family? Ok.. so what if i do achieve all that? Can i bring all the happiness with me when i pass on to the next phrase of life? If not, then what am i doing all these for? Whether i have a smooth sailing or stumbling blocks filled life next time, i cant sure as hell bring them with me when i go six feet under.

Then why are most people working hard and earning their keep when it really seems that material things are all unimportant if we look at the BIG picture.

Yet there seems to be that one word that will more or less paint a clearer picture--satisfaction.

(Most)People work to get the satisfaction that comes at the end of everu month, seeing their paycheck. With that money, they get a sense of satisfaction when they spend or give allowances to their parents, wives, mistresses, etc...

So it seems all the toiling we go through has a purpose.

And why did i create this entry? To get a sense of satisfaction knowing that i had written a longer than usual entry. =)

take care people and do take the time to sidetrack from all the hectic schedule and enjoy the world.

ytd's work was very satisfying because there was a lot of advance orders with many pizzas ordered at one go =) at was a rush so time seemed to go faster so in the twinkling of an eye, wriggling of the nose, twitching of the fingers... its time to knock off!!

then i made my way to baby's house for a shower n we were off to celebrate her fren's birthday at vivocity's 'vilage' hahaha

note: i's not sure if i m right but marche hasnt changed its name to vilage, its just tht the new eatery has a similar style tht of marche =)

the food wasnt too bad but the variety was a bit too few.. not bad nevertheless.. (o_O) b

so after tht we were plannin to catch a movie but 'the ultimate movie destination' didnt have e film we were lookin for.. so much for ultimate.. hahahaha so there we were.. hangin around coffee beans tryin to find ways to return e money to jeannette but alas.. all went to naught as she refused totally.. hhhahaha

so while sendin baby home i decided to help her stock up on her food so she wouldnt go all hungry n gettin her frens to buy for her~ hahahahaha =P

something juz hit me... 911 is the number americans call to get help, yet thts also the day where help was needed for them.. oOOo freaky..

damn shit... live can be quite topsy turvy sometimes. there i am at my friend's birthday party enjoying myself with this 'thing' right at the back of my head... enjoying myself and feeling somewhat... negative.. what an irony eh..

sometimes, especially now, i wish tht i can just take a deep breath and exhale all the worries, sadness and negativities out just like that.. hahaha wont tht be cool?

oh well.. no use being so.. boo-hoo-pityy-myself now.. hahaha so right now i have a crazy wish

since i m 21 this year.. i hope i can book a theatre n invite all my 21 years old frens to catch a r(A) movie! ahahaha of cuz... its will be those tasteful western type inside of those wham-bang-thk-you-mdm type of pornos.. hahahahah now tht thought did cheer me up! hahaha

cheerios!

*shrugs* i am so tired am to think i am still going to wake up at 530 in the morning and make my way down to help out in the lion dance today.. God knows how i am feeling now.. so damn dead tired =(

it's time like now that i hope there is someone to ask me how i am feeling after work and blah blah blah words like those.. oh well.. i shall trudge along and find solice in my comfortable bed! I AM COMING MY DEAR BED-ON-THE-FLOOR!!!

oh ya.. really enjoyed myself at my friend's condo's clubhouse with my fellow army friends.. =) all the best dudes though i know none of you know about this blog.. anyway.. take care!

hello baby!!! exams r just around the corner!! all the best to u k??

AZA AZA FIGHTIN!!!

hey ho!! i had a very eye openin and ear opening talk with my manager in her car when she sent me back home. i am very amazedat how she has planned so so so ahead for e future. when i heard her talkin, i was thinkin how i can emulate her even part of her.. cuz lookin at myself right now, i really have very poor fianancial plannin cuz this is wat i do mainly when i get my pay

SPEND SPEND SPENT

hahahah oh well.. gotta reflect on myself man...

hello everybody!! though i might sound very flirty and casanova-ish, but i have to let everyone know i have found a new love....sorry baby...

this new love is very tann, petite body and she is damn damn nice to hold!! wats more.. she sings very well!! wow.. last but not least.. she is easy to e touch..

who am i talkin about?

introducing my new love... sony ericsson's w850!!

WOO!! finally got it!! absolutely love it man.. saying this makes me feel bad abt my other love.. the w700.. =( sorry! but i will always cherish the memories we shared..

then when i was at the roadshow, one of the girls there suddenly asked me,' r u joey from commonwealth??' i looked hard at here.. 'hmmm..she's my senior.. but dunnoe her name..' then i nodded.. hahahah shocked i was.. thts the advantage of having a four letter man.. nono.. not the 'F' one.. hahhahh

ok, so after buying this phone i m now officially 200 bucks poorer.. oh well.. money has to be spent anyway *consoles myself*

and yes!! in the twinkling n blinking of an eye, baby n i are going to celebrate one year soon!!! hahahah nxt week next week.. gotta rack my brains for ideas on where to go.. baby ah.. where do u wanna go??? lemme know k?? =)

ciao~

Well, to think that a lazy bum like me actually bothered to write another entry instead of waiting for a few years before i write the next entry. Actually, 2 incidents prompted me to write this entry which i hope will serve as a... little reminder to anyone who drops by and decide to read my entry. =)

One of my army's buddy's dad passed away recently and then something that has always been in the back of my head finally surfaced once again-- never ever take things for granted. In this case, family is the main thing we should never ever take for granted because we never know when we might be seeing them for the last time. I certainly hope that i will be seeing mine for a very long time! Anyways, i know most of us love our family (however i raise my hand for not having the courage to express it out), but whenever we have a argument with our family members, we tend to let the feeling of anger take over us and this might turn into a heated argument where both parties will more often than not be giving the cold shoulder to the other party. I have to admit that occasionally i do raise my voice a tat too loud when i am talking to them but afterwards, a sense of guilt rushed through me. 'Is it really worth it to be angry just because the other party has a different opinion from you?' Well, it's ok to be unhappy but please please please guys and girls, there is and should never be such a things as an overnight argument.

Let's just kiss and make up with each other because we really never know when heaven decides to play a cruel trick on us.

My condolences to you my friend... Live on strong because that's what he will want to see up there.. =)

Confession. I am actually a living contridiction. I dislike watching or reading romance stories or movies but once i read or watch them, i will more often than not, tear (not the dam releasing kind). It's really tempting to visualise the story as your read them, of how the lovers meet and those authors fond of a tear jerker best seller will add a few tragic twist and turns here and there, just to make it as depressing as possible. Of course, he wouldn't want readers cursing because of the tragic ending that's why it's happily ever after most of the time.

Having said that, life does bear a few similarities to such books. We all fall in love at least once in our lifetime, be it a fleeting puppylove, unrequited love or a long running love. Although majority of the couples will never experience the tragic plots of some romance stories, theirs will surely be filled with problems big AND small. I think it's going to be tragic if they don't find a way to solve it and turn to a simple yet heartbreaking word--split (now everyone go awwww....)

Well, I don't think people acutally stumble upon this little blog of mine except for you baby =) and that being said, this entry is for you! So don't go saying that i seldom write entries k? Actually, you should thank James Patterson because i got the inspiration to write after reading his book.

Ok, we are coming to our First Anniversary together and although it's no wedding anniversary, i still am very much looking forward to it! Imagine, our first meetup to our first date then to the first time my hand 'bummed' into yours and VOILA! our first hand-holding =) We have been through qite alot, those happy times and bad times. Remember what I told you? Whenever couples quarrel, splitting shouldn't be the thought that pops out of their head, a different S word- solving should be. And I am glad we always manage to do that.

Although i can be a little brat at times, you always manage to melt me with your little gestures like today when you saw my 'battle scar' and the look on your face.. melted me although i wasnt really willing to show it at first. Just men's dumb pride i guess?

There really isn't much way to say I love You and you know by now that i am not really Mr. romantic but i really love you baby =) sorry there's no fancy flowers or gift to accompany the words but those words are straight from the heart. my oh my... mushiness overload.. hahahah

Well, it's kind of late now so i am going to send you a message telling you to read this the first thing you wake up. Hope this makes your day baby! LOVE YOU (o_O)

I was ramaging through my stuffs and i came across a notebook and in found found something pretty interesting.. i seriously think that they are very true.. do you??

Laws of Life..

Loren'z Law of Mechanical repair
After your hands become coated with grease, your nose will begin to itch

Anthony's Law of the workshop
Any tool, when dropped, will roll to the least accessible corner

Kovac's conundrum
When you dial a wrong number, you never get a busy tone

Cannon's Karmic Law
If you tell a boss you were late for work because your car had a flat tire, the next morning you will have a flat tire

O'Brien's Variation law
If you change queue, the one you left will start to move faster than the one you are in now

Bell's Theorem
When the body is immersed in water, the phone rings

Ruby's Principle of close encounter
The probabilty of meeting someone you know increase when you are with someone you don't want to be seen with

Willoughey's Law
When you try to prove to somebody that the machine doesn't work, it does

Zadra's Law of Biomechanic
The severity of the itch is inversely proportionate to the reach

Breda's Rule
At any event, the people whose seats are furthest away will arrive last

Owen's Law
As soon as you sit down to a cup of hot coffee, your boss will ask you to do something that will last you until the coffee turns cold

Howden's Law
You remember you have to mail a letter only when you are mear the mailbox

and lastly... my personal fav..

Joey's Law of inversely proportional
The speed at whcih time flies is inversely proportional to the amount of enjoyment you have

cheers~ and don't let the rainy days bring you down =)

happy 2007 everybody!! pity tht dark clouds are still looming n floods have taken place in s'pore n the rest of our asian neighbours... bring out the sun!!!

speakin of floods... there has been several incidents, displacing people from their home and making them homeless.. but fortunately, help has flooded in in the form of rations, medical help etc... lets just pray tht they will have a place to live in when the flood has stopped.. =)

also... if i m not wrong...there were quite a few cases of airplane mishaps.. the most recent one being the crash of Adam Air. most of the passengers did not make it but luckily some survived and are reunited with their family...

alright! no more sad news!! for some postitive news.. well.. well.. i m healthy n well!! hahahah i bought a new cd which is made up of old songs which are easy on the ear instead of those thrashin rock n roll n r 'n' b n moody self deprecaiting kinda songs.. =) old is truely still good!

tml will be my baby's n i 11th month!! hahahah so fast so fast~ love u baby!! n congrats on the bursary!!! (o_O)b

i had the bestest bestest present for my 20th birthday! did i hear people saying it's money?? NO!! its a photo album my baby gal gave me! seriously, although she says i can't put them side by side and compare, i think her handmade present far far surpresses those i made for her. =)

i really really love the present baby!~ all the photos, cuttings and creativity you have put it, i am really damn touched lah! maybe it's true that lefties have creative juices flowing in their head, it's just whether they are given a chance to shine.

the dinner was also very bagus~ hahaha fish and co. man! but somehow, i think their seasonal fish isnt as nice as their fish and chips. maybe its the size that made me think this way but i still prefer their fisn 'n' chips. (o_O)b

*i m listening to 'golden slumbers' from happy feet's soundtrack... just the mood for a christmas day*

working at rockies' is really fun because the peps there are real friendly, and i don't have the feeling of dread whenever i go to work which is a good thing i suppose?

oh yah, the application for NAFA is opening soon. and here i am still considering whether i should use my A's or O's results because it determines whether i have to study the foundation year or not. well, first things first, i hope i get a place in the diploma course.. *prays sincerely*

yesterday night i met up with chris, sa n daljit. wow.. all of them girls are lookin great and doing good =) i think i am going to have a doctor friend soon! hahahah good luck chris!

well, its 25th today and MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!!

sigh...

that's the only thought i have in my mind now..

both are going to celebrate something happy/joyous/postive you get the drift... but the middle me is feeling... like a court jester having to entertain either the king or the queen... he cant choose to make both truely happy... man...

this sucks...

i know you don't want me to arrive there at the a 'the night is still young' type of time... but i just want to spend more time with you since it's the first time.. so please please please... be happy on that day k? that's my birthday wish..

so freakin tired... the mind is young but the body is weak... urgh.. *groans*

yup..so here's wishing myself an early happy birthday!

happy birthday to me
happy birthday to me
away with the sad things~
let good things come quick!~

hahahahahah

the last post i posted was on the 12th n now it's 15th.. hmm.. it sure felt longer than tht.. well anyway..

updates...

i found a job!! not a pizza boy.. but a pizza maker! workin at rocky's pizza now!! do drop by if u happen to be free n happen to have money to spend cuz the pizzas here aint cheap.. BUT.. becuz the quality is there!! i tried n frankly.. its good (o_O)b okok.. enough of bragging.. lets get on with other nonsense..

i also continued my driving lessons.. hmm but then i have a feeling tht by the time i get tht freakin license.. my bank will be bled dried.. hhahahaha not cuz the lessons r ex but is becuz i m one hell of a poor chap.. if any good samaritans wanna help me lighten my burden.. feel free to call this number.. 1900-joey-needs-money =)

next.. happy 10th month n 1 day baby!! ahahahah n i am waiting my present!!! anticipating it lots!! =D then we can spend a nice day together~

here food or titbits for thought..

is money really a deciding factor in takin up a job?? cuz i was thinkin.. can someone be happy with a job AND it happens to pay well.. or be happy BECUZ the job pays well.. but after a period of time dread going to work but carries on becuz the good pay is like a carrot thts dangled in front of him.. forcing him to work his socks off?

well.. i have no idea wat e hell i m typin becuz right now i m watchin Ju on 2.. woah.. peerin over my shoulders at the same time juz in case some lady in bloodied white dress happens to be standin behind me with his son who sure needs some serious tannin..

oh well.. thts all for now~ tata!

howdy y'all!~ been a good week for you guys? well.. i think mine went pretty well... =) maybe becuz i had a lot of time to idle around, meet my baby and go for driving lessons.. hmm.. think i really have to look for a job nxt week..

speakin of lookin for a job.. i feel kinda slack cuz my fren has already been workin for 3 weeks plus already n i really admire him.. 'if i have to work 7 to 3 i have to wake up very early lor..' thts wat he told me... n he is intersted in gettin into the hotel industry n this job of his gave him a chance to familiarise himself with tht industry.. he didnt complain much n i really have to take my hats off to him... well.. looks like i have alot to learn.. =)

my portfolio hasnt had much of a progress.. think i shall do some drawing tml.. n the books i borrowed really opened my eyes to the interior designs ppl have.. some are really simple but exude a quiet elegance in them.. nothin loud.. thts the type of house i wan nxt time!! GO GO!!!

just had my driving lesson ytd.. n i muz say i actually still can driving despite not havin touched the steerin wheel for a long time!!

today i went over baby's house to help her brainstorm for her proj.. hahahah n she had all 6 ideas thought out! WOO!!! now all thts left is the makin of props for her lesson plans le.. jia you baby!!!

no revelation to share today.. nxt time k peps? hahaha ta ta~

HELLO!!! now its the real owner in the house! hahaha been a long time since i updated.. not tht ppl r readin it anyway.. hahahah been caught up with someone by the name of Lan Duo Gui...

juz ended my temp job at coasted.. on the look out for another job.. hopefully some design company will let me be their office boy.. tht way i can get to learn something abt designin.. albeit secretly.. =X hahaha hope so.. or i can be an apprentice chef too!! willing to learn! =)

wow.. happy feet is very enjoyable.. the penguins look damn real.. tht is if they r not talkin and doing their jiggy wiggy.. hahhahhah kudos the the animators!! (o_O) b

finally gonna start my driving lesson again.. phew.. waited for sooo long.. hope i dun knock anyone down..

been a long time since i hanged out with my sec sch frens.. glad tht there is still lots to talk abt.. although its mostly them doing the talkin n me doing the laughin.. hahahah but i still enjoyed myself.. =D also been a long time since i stayed overnight.. hahaha oh yah.. peps! there is this funny n ridiculous movie on youtube called 'dasepo girl'!! try wathcin it if u have the time.. hahahah think u guys will be tickled by its sheer stupidity! =P

see u around~

YOYOYO.

kaiwen in da hse ppl!

wah lao dis arse damn lazy can. owas nv update one. update template oso nv. huh reply tags oso nv. close dwn ur blog la~ xP

so ur nice gerfren is here to help u update la. lalala. baby is nw out with his sec sch frens. i tink he is having fun cos he nv reply my sms to him. haf fun jiu hao! ^^ hmm seems quite some time ago i went out w my frens.. poly frens nt counted. hahahaha. oh well. lalala.

baby! i love u. mwaks.
cya tml~

its been a rather long time since i updated my blog and i am very glad that i have the chance to write this entry because i nearly had a meeting with death..

A few days back, i had to take a cab back because i wasnt lucky enough to catch the last bus and last train back home. so i was going to walk over to the opposite side to catch a cab.. seeing tht the green man was already flashing.. i wanted to run but decided against it since i was feeling lazy. thank goodness for that because as i was crossing the road, a f**king tazi driver (not to say that all taxi drivers are one but this particular a$$hole is..) dashed the red light and nearly nealy knocked me down! No horn or whatsoever, that a$$ didnt even bother to slow down after that and sped off, so i didnt manage to take down his freaking car plate... that S.O.B... urgh... so i think i now know where all my luck went, to prevent me from meetin my makers too soon.. thks god...

well, time to talk about some happy stuff.. baby n i celebrated our 9th month yesterday! although its the norm to celebrate juz anniversary, i find this better and if possible, i will celebrate the number of days we have been together =) went to catch 'flushed away' .. damn hillarious movie.. highly intelligent of the rats or mice or rodents to create their own mini london which comes with the Big Ben.. hahahah lame dumbass frogs also provide LoL performances =D

YESH! got my ic back.. now i m officially a citizen! hahaha actually i dun really feel very happy.. instead i feel kinda lost.. cuz back then at least i had things to do.. now? i m tryin to find things to do.. hahaha oh well..

n after so many tried n 1 missed chance.. i passed my final theory! hahahah damn happy! =) now gonna continue with my lessons! =)

competition is reachin.. hope everything goes well for trainin later.. no mistakes!

adios!

ORD LU!! but it just wouldnt end smoothly.. apparently, the admin guys had forgotten to collect my ic.. oh man.. great.. now i have to make another trip back camp to collect it..

well.. 1 year 10 months actually passed by just like tht.. i can still vividly recall my first day in tekong.. seeing my mum tear as we said goodbye.. hahahaha then i had my hair shaved, juz like a newborn child.. learning everything again =) the friends i had met in BMT, SISPEC n TAB.. though i might not remember all ur names.. i still m able to recognize u if i ever bump into u on the street =)

then the passing out parade in Tekong.. wow.. sure was a grand one.. all the rehearsing we had to do.. then on the final day i thought i can go home straightaway.. but!!! i had to retake my SOC cuz i didnt manage to finish under the stipulated timing.. hahaha oh well.. had to return back camp the next day JUZ for tht.. gosh..

moving onto SISPEC.. thts where i really enjoyed myself! i actually met my old old pri sch fren n lots of frens whom i will come to see again i TAB.. lots of fun n food n card games.. n those ghost stories told to us by our sgts.. thks to my section leader sgt lim, who acutally is of e same age as us, who took us through the course with lots of fun, new knowledge n vulgarities.. hahahah

then after SISPEC course ended.. i was to be posted to Tengah.. at first i thought i was going to do some clerical work as a sgt which actually put me off.. cuz i thought i was going to go thru a mundane 8 to 5 job although it was real close to my house.. Fortunately (or unfortunately as i got to find out later) i was going to be a infantry spec there so to speak..

the course.. 8TH ASLC.. wow.. i m nvr ever going to forget tht.. especially the bunks which were a far cry from the ones we had in tekong.. this is colonial style bunks.. run down n all but somehow my frens and i managed to make it a little cosy.. hahahah all the fun, punishment, exercise we had actually helped me get my first gold in ippt.. something which was far beyond my grasp after the course ended. how can i ever forget the meals at malcom n club 2? hahahah

thru these period of time.. i got to noe alot of frens, expecially my buddies in BMT n in tengah.. THKS FOR ALL THE MEMORIES!!!

OPPS! i forget to mention something.. my time in air force school as a trainee for pilot.. hahaha i really liked the stay there n although i didnt manage to pass the course.. i still got to noe some good frens.. u guys noe who u r.. i think.. hahahah all the best for the future!

ORD LU!!

hmmm its no longer 3 more months.. 2 more months.. its 1 more day to ord!! WOO!!! lets juz hpoe i can finish all my clearance n leave in peace =)

2 more weeks to the dragon dance competition.. oh man.. hope everything goes well for each n every one of us!!

meet baby today~ n despite some negative little nonsense.. i think i still enjoyed myself.. =) hope u enjoyed urself too baby~ good soup alos! hahahaha

as of now.. i m feeling totally wasted.. n i think i m gonna slp soon~ goodnight peps!

yesterday was suppose to be a rather easy lion dance performance but the unexpected happened..to me again.. -_- suppose to lift my very light friend up and have him sit on top of my head.. but halfway up.. my old injury happened.. shoulder semi popped out.. happened thrice and got them in all the three times.. ouch... stupid shoulder...

and i cant seem to get any idea on the path of study i wanna take next time.. interior design? culinary? fine arts? pyschology? oh man... or rather... which one suits me? somehow i have to admit.. i cant choose something tht i like and yet doesnt have a prospect, since the old thinkin is to find something tht will allow me to find a stable job in the future..

but there wun be any gain without venture n risk right?? well.. i think i really need to meet a 'gui ren' in the future otherwise i might be stuck in the work force as someone who has to work hard all his life..

if i were to choose something tht i noe i will enojy.. i will join the police force as either a CNB officer or... SOC.. hahaha well.. those r juz dreams.. hahahah

hmmm...currently i am at baby's house n being forced to blog.. =x hahha well.. i shall try to force someting out from the grey matters of mine..

later going for dragon dance training at 6pm.. oh man., everytime i go there, there will be this little fear lingering in me.. scared tht i will do some mistakes n earn the wrath of e coach and seniors... well i can only hope my legs dun go weak then.. hahaha GOGO JOEY!! (o_O) b

going to ord soon!! WOO!! cant wait to see the return of my pink ic!! haha then gonna rest awhile before i find a part time job.. =)

hmmm...currently i am at baby's house n being forced to blog.. =x hahha well.. i shall try to force someting out from the grey matters of mine..

later going for dragon dance training at 6pm.. oh man., everytime i go there, there will be this little fear lingering in me.. scared tht i will do some mistakes n earn the wrath of e coach and seniors... well i can only hope my legs dun go weak then.. hahaha GOGO JOEY!! (o_O) b

going to ord soon!! WOO!! cant wait to see the return of my pink ic!! haha then gonna rest awhile before i find a part time job.. =)

wow! cant believe that i am going to ord in less than... 2 weeks time!! WUAHAHA!! freedom~ but up on its heels is clueless-ness.. hahhah cuz i aint have any ideas what job am i going to find.. anyone with 'lobangs'? =)

today just had my dragon dance training.. oh man.. keep making serious mistakes... pray that i will perform and not be the weakest link.. =( ALL THE WAY!!! WUHAHAH!!!

before the training i met my baby at her school.. sometimes (ok.. quite alot of times) when i look at her when she aint lookin.. i feel... happy and contented cuz she is in my life and almost everything else, my family members not included, seemed unimportant.. hahahah oh man.. hope this doesnt turn into..whats the word... AH!! tyrant? oh man.. cant seem to remember the word... damn.. returned whatever i learnt to my teachers.. hahaha opps..

baby ah.. love u~ =)

came back recently from a trip to malacca with my friends =) enjoyed myself tremendously!! going out in such a big group is really very fun.. we explored the area around us.. there's night markets.. shopping centres.. places of heritage and lots more.. pity we couldnt stay longer n venture further.. but all in all.. its great!! (o_O) b

dragon dance competition is drawing nearer n nearer.. hope we can do our best and get back wat belongs to us.. * crosses fingers*

went vivocity ytd with baby to catch the prestige but unfortunately.. its damn crowded and dint manage to catch it there BUT we went suntec n managed to watch the movie.. its a terrific movie!! wow.. the two lead actors were bloody excellent!! everyone shld catch the movie!!

love u baby!!!

oh my god!! its been a long while since my shirt was drenched in smelly sticky sweat.. training was so damn long it ended at... 2!! AM!! oh man.. oh well.. as my fren said.. tht is the price we have to pay for commitment.. =)

n i was so tired i actually forgotten today is our 8th month together..so guilty.. if i hadn checked out my baby's blog.. i would have clean forgotten.. shoot...

baby~ HAPPY 8TH MONTH!! really seemed like yesterday when i first met u for hokkien mee n had my first lesson of sign language.. the laughter we had tht day was juz a prelude of more happiness to come.. =)

sometimes i looked at u n i cant help but feel lucky tht u are the one fate choosen for me =) though u can be whiny, lazy tempermental sometimes.. i still love u for who u r! =) well.. i guess u can say the same for me.. hahaha easily angered for no reason n quite a petty old man at times.. if u werent there to give in to me.. oh man.. i think i wouldnt have gotten over it so fast.. thks alot baby! know wat dear? i also look upon u as my pillar of strength n comfort n love~ hahha kinda mushy.. oh man..

sorry for making u angry at times n making u cry... hurts me to see u so sad at times.. n i hope i can always be there to give u a big hug n tell u 'i am here' .. no harm hopin cuz its wat makes e world go round.. h-o-p-e (o_O)

so baby.. happy 8th month again!! there will be more to come as we hold our hands n turn old together~ hahahaah really hope tht will happen!! love u!!!

is it really so hard??

maybe i am hopin u can do wat i do sometimes?

cant really force u lah..

gotta live with tht =)

tired..phew..e feeling to sleep is so so intense but i m resisting e urge..cuz i dun wanna waste few more hours of my life sleepin! WUAAHAHH

hmm.. going off soon.. oh man.. dun really like the workin environment there.. maybe becuz of some colleagues over there? no offense really.. but some off them shld really mind their language..

today cant meet baby le.. cannot see her askin me wat time will i reach her house liao.. =( mizz her lah.. nvm nvm.. mustn't be so so so attached.. although its rather har to do.. hahaha hai..

love u baby!

~recap~

ytd was mum's treat and baby wanted to tag along so i had to bring her unwillingly lah.. HAHAHAH neh.. actually i wanted to bring her along.. good food muz share mah~ =D

wow.. we had prawns (big ones!!) soup n crabs!! they dun sound tentalising but when u actually see the real thing.. oh man.. food glorious food!!!

after tht me n my baby walked all the way to jurong point.. (from the boon lay interchange) n caught the movie rob-b-hood.. d (o_O) b .. nice n warm n action packed n funny movie! jackie chan n the super tanned actor did a real job.. good chemistry between them n the oh-so-cute-i-wanna-bring-him-home baby matthew! hahahah ending wasnt wat the trailer made it out to be.. hahaha wat a relief..

~today~

i wend baby's house AGAIN.. hahaha wun be much of a surprise if their parents bored of seeing me these days.. hahahaha watched ice age 2 with baby~ another funny movie with a moral.. families stick together!

had a minor scare today.. hahahah nose bled abit then baby waas so worried although i told her its fine.. cant blame her too.,. i would have reacted the same had it happened to her.. *touch wood* thanks baby!!

kiss for you!! *muacks muacks muacks!*

happy post mid autumn to all!! sad to say.. the sky was so hazy tht day there wasnt much of a moon to see.. but well.. celebration still goes on!! n did we celebrate or wat!hahaah well.. we didnt went anywhere nice n romantic but we sure enjoyed ourselves.. right baby? the candles the sparklers n the photos.. hahaha memories to hold n remember~

hmmm... today went to baby's house AGAIN but this time i came prepared! i brought a tub of ice cream cuz everytime going there empty handed isnt really very becoming of a guest.. hahaha but glad they enojyed it.. =) then we watched chicken little vcd.. hahhah cute chicken but the voice wasnt.. 'little' soundin enough.. was thinkin maybe a chipmunk sounding guy to dub.. nice movie anyway.. (o_O)b

later i will be goin back camp for my check up! yesh! this onli means one things.. i m gonna finish serving my ns liability soon!! YEAH!! gonna find a part time job n work hard n save up! otherwise i will be entering my nxt phase of studyin a broke! nonono..

oh yah.. congrats mum on the good news! =) n i m a millionaire!!! on maplestory at least!! hahaha well.. its always nice to dream wat..

baby ah.. really nice juz having u around.. snuggling when we watch tv.. hahaha really like married lor.. aiyoh.. love ya!

currently playing maple and before that, i was at baby's house watchin Spongebob Squarepants the movie.

verdict: it was damn hilarious! lots of laugh and although spongebob and patrick were very very dumb, they actually had a very very innocent (or should i say plain ignorant?) heart =)

baby.. don't ever worry about things like that ok? only if it's ruien or vivian THEN you should be worried.. hahaha but other than that, fang xin k? (o_O)b

friends are coming over tml for 'swimming'.. hope i can end my losing streak and show them i CAN 'swim'! hahahah

ytd was really a day well spent!

shout out to my baby.. HAPPY SECOND DAY OF YOUR 18TH YEAR!!

almost everything went according to plan.. the cake, the meal, the present but not the movie cuz we decided tht we will just be spend the money to slp in the theatre for an hour n a half.. so we bought 2 vcds n order take-away mac.. went back home n laughed ourselves silly for an hour n a half.. very well spent!~ hahaha

well.. everyday can be ur bdae if u like baby! less e cake, the shoes n the meal of cuz.. hahahaha

love u baby!~

today can be summed up with the following sentence..

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH~

cuz its full of laughter from a crazy gal n senile old man.. =)

excuse fate.. can i have more of such days? thks alot!

currently chattin on the phone with my baby ( time now is o147hr... hello baby! =) )

i didnt bathe!! hahaha well.. juz feel like letting you fans out there know =D

hmmm.. Sat is my baby's birthday! but i still have NO idea how to plan the day man.. oh man.. headache planning for birthdays the first time.. hahaha

today's trainin is tiring as usual.. the shirt is as sweaty as usual.. and it stinks with a capital S.. wuah... 0.0 gotta wear other tee shirt or the shirt i m wearin now with have a permenent odour.. hahahahah

the shoe i did looks a ok.. hahahah approval from my father too.. =D but it looks a tat too simple.. dunnoe wat other designs i shld add onto the shoe.. dilemma.. hahaha

phew... what a tiring training session i had today.. forgot most of the moves we did last time but nvm.. i can always get them back through more n more trainin! gonna be a busy period again..

today went out with baby before tht.. BOY! we sure took alot of pictures!! I AM LOVING IT! but like u said.. time spent with each other always seem to pass by very quickly.. man oh man..gotta slow down the process!! 6 days from now will be baby's birthday!! hope it will be a very memorable one for her!! 18 years old le! can watch M18 liao! hahahh tht means i can pull her to watch those extremely gross n scary horror movies! hahahaahah =x

friends will be leaving singapore for further studies soon.. oh man.. time really pass by juz like tht.. i can still recall the times where we spent muggin for the A's.. the time we went out for outing.. the crappy moments spent in the cafe, lecture halls n tutorial rooms.. hahhahh good old memories to keep.. n i dun think i shld be the most appropriate person to say this.. but i hope we wun forget one another n the memories we had!! =)

ORD SOON LU!!! hahahah so happy.. lookin forward to the day where i dun have to wake up early n report back to camp.. but on the other hand.. i will miss the times i had in the camp.. becuz of the friends i have there... man.. sometimes ORDing also can be quite a sad thing.. cuz after this everyone wil pursue their dreams.. some will work while some will further their studies.. lets juz hope there will be a chance for us to meet n catch up =)

LAUGHING OUT REAL LOUD!! finally! i started to get abit of tann after going for a swim. it's been a long time since i stepped into a swimming pool much less go for a swim, but boy! it really feels good to swim, though the after effects wasnt really nice.. abit of sunburn n an aching old body.. hahaha

wow.. this fews days has been on-and-off for my piggy gal =X and me.. but i think wat my fren told me is right.. no use getting angry over small stuff, only makes things worse.. so THKS FOR THE ADVICE CAI! (dun think there will be a chance tht he reads this.. hahah)

Good days ahead for us baby!!

my baby..

sometimes she makes me angry n pissed.. but i still love her..
sometimes she has unusual requests.. but i still love her..
sometimes she is extremely lazy.. but i still love her..
sometimes she shows me her 'missus' temper.. but i still love her..
sometimes she says wrong things n do wrong things.. but i still love her

BUT BUT BUT!!

she always has a cute look n wanna-pinch-her-cheeks-till-they-bruise kinda face (when she isn angry)
she makes little notes n poems for me with her good usage of chinese =)
she has a very very infectious laughter n laughs at the slightest jokes or dumb action
she CAN cook n do house work~ woo!~
she has a smackable butt.. hahaha
she can sing well!! like me like tht!~ hahahah lalala~
she looks very.. funny when she sleeps.. =X
she always has a way to resolve our squabbles d(o_O)b
she always calls me noob n stupid!! (she even has a song for it)
she has a fetish for finger biting.. =S
she has a hug-me hug-me aura around her.. hahaha
she is rather sensible n mature in her thinking.. well..for most of the time tht is.. hahah
she always gets mistaken for a 14-16 years old.. hahaha good right?
she is my baby!~

dedicated to ms leow kaiwen~ =)

who wants to listen to a blabbering fool talk about how unsecure he feels about himself at this point of time?

No one..

hmmm, looks like i might be suffering from night time depression, if there ever exist such an illness.. hahahh

well..

i think the image i portray in front of people is not the me i am feeling now..

how am i feelin u say?

well.. i feel very...down.. no particular reason.. dun think i will ever wanna talk to people about this because i don't know how to explain it to them.. dun think people will wanna listen too.. lest they start finding me a bother if i keep telling them about such thing..

oh crazy old me..

i hate night time.. its nice onli when its time i sleep cuz i dun have think about anything..

just close my eyes n let the dreams take me away to whatever place they wanna bring me..

I went to the funeral of my father's friend's mum just now. Though i am in no way close to her, i took a look at her sleeping peacefully inside the casket and there was a tinge of sadness. Death is inevitable, that's something everyone knows yet fear. But where do we go after we depart this world?

I am pretty sure that our conscious mind wouldn't shut itself the moment our physical body breathes its last. But where exactly does our..non-physical body (one that controls out thoughts and actions) go? Oh man, thinking of an answer to this question is like asking someone for the exact answer of how the universe started and where is the end?

An inside look to what makes me tick..(written not to offend anyone!!)

people who look down on others
people who direct their anger to innocent friends/relatives or anybody else
people who show no guilt at being damn bloody late
people who talks like they know EVERYTHING under the Sun
people who go overboard when making fun of people
when things arent going my way
when i try and try but still don't seem to be able to yield any result
when its late at night and at the same time people show me attitute (a big nono)
when advice given are not heed
when I am out and suddenly there is a change in plan
when people don't stop irritating others even when told to stop
when people blatantly flaunt their achievements shamelessly

so..are u any of them? if u are keep it up n u will soon be in my hall of 'fame' =)

life is really really short.. one of my friend's dad had a heart attack and had a fall n unfortunately, he passed away.. my deepest condolenses...

life in all it's vibrance n joy is actually very short.. so people.. live life the way u wan it to be n have no regrets!

*applause* finally did the performance.. so glad tht everything went well n congrats to our guys for gettin fourth! it is by no means a small feat cuz they onli started trainin this year n this is their result! all the way guys!! (o_O)b

gonna meet my baby at her workplace tml.. ahahah come to think of it.. i have nvr seen her in jeans before.. gonna take picS of it.. hahahah =P then gonna eat hans after tht.. after this i shall call forth my staunchest determination to not spend my money wastefully!! but it excludes not being able to buy comics cuz to me... it is an essential just as monkey is to a banana.. hahahah

baby is workin already wor.. n so are alot of my friends.. which leaves onli me.. i wanna find a part time also.. but i keep thinkin its hard to fit it into my schedule.. although i think it isnt very hectic or packed at all.. myabe i jus dun have the workin mindset yet? oh man.. thts bad.. gonna be out in the workin world soon.. if i still cant have tht thinkin.. .woe be unto me.. hahahah

currently i m very very very tired.. calf muscle achin.. no reason y also.. maybe its just part n parcel of being old.. hahaha no offense to senior citizens out there.. but i think its just me n my particularly weak body.. hahah *note to self..mus start workin out soon!!*

gonna continue with my game now.. ciao~

if only i can learn to shut my mouth n stop spoiling ppl's mood...
if only i can stop whining
if only i can stop showing my insecurity..
if only i can let ppl noe how much i crave for ppl's company n hate being alone..
if only...

if only things could remain a bed of roses without the thorns pricking us every now and then.. even if there are thorns.. we have to constanly remind ourselves that we muz always overlook the thorns which represent the bad things in life and focus more on the roses, the beautiful and wonderful things that happened in our lives =)

we cant really say life is short because some people actually begrude that things are going too slow but neither can we say it is too long because of 1 important word:unexpectibility. In a short period of maybe 4 days, we have seen the death of two people, one who lived his life to the fullest and another who fought against the bad hand fate dealt to him. everyone noes steve irwin, Australia's famous croc hunter. A wildlife lover who did everything in his power to let the world know more about crocs, snakes and all sorts of fasinating wildlife, but perhaps by the cruellest(if there is such a word) twist of fate, died under the sting of a stingray, something that he was actually trying to let the world know more about.

Another was a boy, who had fought against cancer and slowly enjoying his new found life when a car accident took his new life away. Watching his interview on tv about his outlook on life and how he fought against cancer made me not want to believe that this brave boy was no more...
how unlife life can be at times.. taking away the lives of those who deserved to live long and well but those who ought not to be in this world anymore are living long and well.. perhaps to comfort oneself, we can always say that those undeserving of life will one day get their just desserts.. and those good men who have left us are now in a better place.. one with peace n tranquility..

Goodbye Mr Crocodile Hunter. Goodbye kwang Zhen.

Anger is just a state of mind.. if we can tell our mind to 'cool down' n 'take a step back', we can actually resolve issues without tempers flared n in the worst case, punches delievered. Why this statement you ask? that's because i have nothing conctructive to type.. hahaha

well, time check now 0230hrs.. going back camp for the first half of the day doing i-have-no-idea.. man oh man.. wana taste home cook food!! how long has it been since i last put some home food into the mouth of mine..

duties in camp for the old specs HAVE reduced dramatically which is a good thing given the stuff we had to endure the past months.. phew.. finally taking a breather.. =)

7th month coming!! wow.. seems like yesterday tht we had our first meeting n first meal n first movie (note: 3 different events..) , had our fair share of squabbles n there were times i wanted to kick your butt.. but being e good bf i m.. u were spared the pain! =P hahaha well.. looking forward to spending ur first birthday with me baby.. (o_O)b love ya~

okay ppl.. i m gonna answer these questions using song titles on my media player.. but they have been shuffled so some of them wun make much sense..hahah

how are you feeling today?
kelly pan jia li-ji shi zha dan..erm..i m gonna explode on a timer??

will you get far in life?
wu ke qun-zhou xing xing... well.. i suppose my life will be full of colours like zhou xing xing.. hahah

will you get married?
fort minor-feel like home..!! how am i going to interpret this?! i suppose i will.. and i will..have a happy family?? sheesh..

what is your best friend's theme song?
hong jun yang-gu jun zhuo zhan..hahahah he is alone in his fight against something..

what is the story of ur life?
jay chou-niang zi.. hahahah this song.. i think i will have a wife? good one perhaps??hahahaha

what was high school like?
jay chou-mai ya tang..YUP! finally something that is obvious.. it was very sweet n memorable!

what is the best thing about ur friends?
chen weilian-qi shi ni bu dong wo de xing..hmm..i dunnoe them well enough to say?

what is in store for this weekend?
jay chou-ba wo hui lai le.. HAHAHAH it shld be the opposite cuz my dad is returnin from thailanf tml!

to describe your grandparents?
tanya chua-beautiful love.. hmm.. they had a happy marriage.. thts true~

what song will they play at your funeral?
coco lee-dao ma dan.. hmm.. to commemerate my life? full of... vigour? holy shit.. i dunnoe what i m typin at this point in time already..

how does the world see you?
oon myong-why..YYY??? y did joey exist? or maybe y is he full of nonsense?hahaha

will you have a happy life?
S.H.E-tian hui..ermm.. no idea.. i wun have a happy life?

what do your friends really think of u?
hong jun yang-yi shen jue wang.. i m hopeless?!

do people secretly lust after u?
coco lee-bei ai de nu ren..!! maybe i m?? but i m a man lah...FULL BLOODED man..

how can i make myself happy?
jj lin-hui you na me yi tian..hmm.. when i get married to my true love then i will be happy? till death do us part.. :)

what should you do with your life?
chen weilian-toong hua..live it like a fairy tale?

will you ever have children?
jay chou-wo de di pan.. ermm.. my territory.. that means its my rule.. n YES i will have!!

done!! hahahh some of them..nono.. most of them actually makes no sense.. oh well.. hahahha

okay ppl.. i m gonna answer these questions using song titles on my media player.. but they have been shuffled so some of them wun make much sense..hahah

how are you feeling today?
kelly pan jia li-ji shi zha dan..erm..i m gonna explode on a timer??

will you get far in life?
wu ke qun-zhou xing xing... well.. i suppose my life will be full of colours like zhou xing xing.. hahah

will you get married?
fort minor-feel like home..!! how am i going to interpret this?! i suppose i will.. and i will..have a happy family?? sheesh..

what is your best friend's theme song?
hong jun yang-gu jun zhuo zhan..hahahah he is alone in his fight against something..

what is the story of ur life?
jay chou-niang zi.. hahahah this song.. i think i will have a wife? good one perhaps??hahahaha

what was high school like?
jay chou-mai ya tang..YUP! finally something that is obvious.. it was very sweet n memorable!

what is the best thing about ur friends?
chen weilian-qi shi ni bu dong wo de xing..hmm..i dunnoe them well enough to say?

what is in store for this weekend?
jay chou-ba wo hui lai le.. HAHAHAH it shld be the opposite cuz my dad is returnin from thailanf tml!

to describe your grandparents?
tanya chua-beautiful love.. hmm.. they had a happy marriage.. thts true~

what song will they play at your funeral?
coco lee-dao ma dan.. hmm.. to commemerate my life? full of... vigour? holy shit.. i dunnoe what i m typin at this point in time already..

how does the world see you?
oon myong-why..YYY??? y did joey exist? or maybe y is he full of nonsense?hahaha

will you have a happy life?
S.H.E-tian hui..ermm.. no idea.. i wun have a happy life?

what do your friends really think of u?
hong jun yang-yi shen jue wang.. i m hopeless?!

do people secretly lust after u?
coco lee-bei ai de nu ren..!! maybe i m?? but i m a man lah...FULL BLOODED man..

how can i make myself happy?
jj lin-hui you na me yi tian..hmm.. when i get married to my true love then i will be happy? till death do us part.. :)

what should you do with your life?
chen weilian-toong hua..live it like a fairy tale?

will you ever have children?
jay chou-wo de di pan.. ermm.. my territory.. that means its my rule.. n YES i will have!!

done!! hahahh some of them..nono.. most of them actually makes no sense.. oh well.. hahahha

today today today~ wat a fun and sweat filled day! first of all went out with everyone-shld-noe-who , my baby!!, to ikea to get her photo frames.. hmm.. arty farty baby.. wana decorate the frame siah!! i think we can juz buy the entire show room lah.. buy those we like then wun have to spend time decorating le! hahahah clever right me??

then we went imm's daiso to jalan jalan.. hahaha juz love lookin at u lah baby.. like a little gal in a toy store like tth! ahahahah well.. i will be like tht too when i m in a comics shop..hahaha

then after sendin little-miss-full-of-laughter back home, i went for my trainin.. HOLY SHIT!! sweat more than a pig.. although personally i have nvr seen a pig sweat..hahhaha whole body achin now.. aiyoh.. muz be age catchin up on me.. hahahhaa

desperately looking for means to earn some extra cash to survive.. cuz my account is dwindling faster than u can say... help-i-need-cash! oh man.. thought of alternatives like betting on soccer but its like girls' temper.. totally unpredictable.. well, no offense to our female readers here (not like there are alot of women lookin at this blog either)

the inaugural IMF meeting is going to happen right in our little heartland soon n tht they are going to discuss about the current monetary woes thts happenin in countries, first world n third world alike.. well.. i will be glad if they can give me some pointers on how to build up my finance... hahaha whatever m i typing.. i have NO idea..

hope u really like the things i gave u.. although i have absolutely no idea wat u r going to do with it.. plz plz plz take good care of it cuz it took me lots of hard work n sleepin hours to complete de wor!!! hahaha (o_O) today i had a nice n enjoyable day with my one n only~ hahhaa no shy no shy.. hmm.. ok lah.. i shldnt lament abt the time lah.. come to think of it.. spend quite alot of time liao lor.. but well.. enough is never enough for greedy old me.. =)

hmm.. going to ord soon!! gotta settle all my stuff.. like meeting up with old frens.. tryin to find some work n keepin myself fit.. cuz i aint wanna turn into a lump of walkin fats.. hahahaha

to baby.. HAPPY HOLIDAYS!!!! HAPPY WORKIN DURING YOUR HOLIDAYS AS WELL!! HAPPY MAPLING DURING UR HOLIDAYS!! BUT BUT BUT dun forget me u noe!! otherwise i will..let u eat my fist! hahahaah =P

i got to wake up late today n ended up sleeping till 11.. feels like i wasted a lot of time doin times i could have done.. oh well..

ippt is on later!!! oh man oh man.. hope i get at least a pass.. hahaha otherwise i will have to take again man.. gonna kill me..

let headache be gone!!! so tht u can take ur exam in the best state!! aZa AzA FiGHtInG!~! =)

well, today NEARLY ended low..luckily n thankfully (by some divine intervention) , things picked up n ended of on a should i say, wonderfully high note? =)

baby ah, sorry if my sometimes stupid attitude pisses u off. not tht i wan it to happen but since i promised u le, i will curb it to the max k?

tml is IPPT!! holy malooney!!gotta die running man.. hahahah wonder if thinkin 'pain is all in the mind' will help.. gotta start thinkin in neo.. 'free ur mind..' hahaahh all e best joey!!

GOOD LUCK FOR FRIDAY'S n MON'S TEST AH BABY!! i noe i said it before but it wun hurt to reiterate my point! hahahah JIA YOU!!

*warning* this entry is not writing in a clear n sobre mind of the blabberer.. disregard whatever u see for this entry..

today is a fucking fucked up day...totally.. well.. actually not the whole day.. its after dinner onwards.. well as usual.. mr blabberer here made a mistake again and tht led to him feelin so.. fucked up inside.. cant u be magnanimous all the time n not be so so so petty???! mr blabberer.. always u.. u tried to make up but given ur stupid attitude.. whos gonna give two shit about u?? you shld really just learn to keep ur mouth shut n not shoot ur mouth off whenever u like.. give in all the way n no trouble willl arise!!! *smacks to the head*

sheesh.. sometimes it aint so bad to be a gal.. at least they have their 'gal-frens' to pour all their sorrows to.. for guys.. its kinda hard.. well at least its true for my case.. cuz i wun wanna bore them with my probs.. cant really cry also cuz its.. damn damn hard to.. tryin will prob end up with me gettin a stupid lookin face.. shoutin the probs out u say? neh.. friendly neighbours will probably call the cops alertin them of madman or abusive husband on the loose.. so.. wat can i do?? distract my thoughts of cuz.. no.. thinkin dirty wun help.. cuz the feelin aint there.. hahahah anyway thts juz a joke..

well.. remember fans of my blog (ha ha ha.. very funnny..) this is not written by the normal me... maybe in a few days i will post another blog laughin at the blog i wrote.. sayin how dumb it is.. hahahah ciao~ take care everyone! happy 14th aug!

what a day! didnt really expect to be out today.. but i m glad i went out.. cuz its with my baby =) went to catch the click, thinking it will be slap stick comedy from start to end.. boy was i wrong..

it had a moral behind it! thats family first.. how true.. was expecting a rather sad ending.. but thankfully.. adam saddler's character has been given a new chance to live again.. how? well.. gotta catch the movie yourself to find out!

had trainin after tht.. fortunately/unfortuanately.. my place got changed cuz i couldnt really meet the expectation.. oh well.. gotta train to become stronger then.. =)

to my baby who for some reason likes to read my blog.. GOOD LUCK FOR YOUR EXAMS!!! no stress may be a good thing.. but dun fumble durin the exam leh baby! do your best n its rest relax eat and sleep after that for u! abit more and u can see the light at the end of the tunnel liao.. (o_O)b love u~

currently: listening to some taiwan prog talkin about their spooky experiences..hahaha *envy* =X
chattin on msn
doin my stuff
writing this entry

today is the last day till after exams i can see her.. wuah.. bloody long time man.. hahaha nvm.. at least we still in same country..hahah surprise waiting for u after e exams! hahaah wait patiently n DUN ask me wat it is.. its a S-U-R-P-R-I-S-E =)

hmm..trainin tml!! WOO!!! gonna sweat it out tml! hope the trainin goes well!! aza aza fightin!

i have learnt a few magic tricks,..hahaha quite easy to do but nevertheless.. its damn fun!!

baby ah.. ALL THE BEST!!!

when things arent going our way.. though initially we feel sad, disappointed n maybe short-changed.. still.. we try try our utmost to think of positives... dun get bogged down by negativities.. doing it do us no good AT ALL.. onli makes ppl feel worse n the ppl around us also..

AGREED? *cue to nod head*

well.. lets talk about happy stuff here..

firstly.. i m gonna ORD soon.. hope the pass shit doesnt catch up with me after i ord.. otherwise.. =(

secondly.. i m slowly tryin to improve my fitness.. wun wanna become a slob when i go poly..

thirdly.. hmmm... none at the moment but hope there will be soon!! hahahaah

i m bored with a capital B.. n maybe O R E and D...

dunnoe wat to do lah...plan all gone up in smoke.. hmm.. maybe catch a movie with my myself n i later... =')

wow... woke up with a pair freakingly tired n sore legs.. hahahah

anyone interested to make me feel better?? heres wat u can do... get the freakin server to do his job!!

Truth.. i went for my training feeling rather.. sian.. cuz i didnt really expect to do anything much..

boy was i wrong!

today was one of the best training i had so far!! though i m feeling EXTREMELY wasted.. but the feelin of satisfaction was..OH HELL YEAH!!! hahahaah now i look forward to each training! hope i can get time off for this.. =)

tml.. hmm.. no idea wat to do.. maybe i shall do the drawing for my fren..

ciao~

hmm..was at popular with a gal =P this evenin when i saw these pencils, they were sold in a pack.. from light to heavy tone.. wanted to buy it.. but then a voice told me.. 'buy this for wat?! u r onli drawin for fun.. dun waste money..' then with a tremendous amount of willpower.. i didnt buy the pencils..

moral of the story?

i think i need to hear more of tht voice.. cuz tht way i will cut down on lots n lots of unneccessary spendings..

BUT..if the voice tells me not to buy comics books.. i will pretend tht its just the wind whispering.. hahahahaah

for ur information.. i m eating chips now.. hahahaah if things continue.. i think i will forever chasing the dream of me being Mr arnold.. hahahahah

another random.. i think i have a bad habit.. cant really stop myself from blinkin hard sometimes.. damn...

hmm... singapore's birthday is coming!! wow..so fast.. same time last year i think i just passed out from my course.. now i m waiting for the next batch to come in n take over us.. hahaha time flies.. time flies..

today was a roller coaster day.. firstly the earlier part was sorta like a recovery period.. then after tht things got off on a very positive note.. oh.. Someone wouldnt let my day end on a high.. he had to gimme some trouble.. man oh man..

note: the above is not meant to be understood...

BABY! enjoyed myself today!! even though things happened ah.. hahaha NEH MIND!!

baby.

i changed ur skin to fang bian u dis lao ren jia to c ur tagboard more clearly!
if nt i doubt u will ever click on e navigations.

so HERE.

dis skin.

NO NAVIGATIONS.
yippee!

c i so nice. love me more more.

Joey tay kah yeong.

please go n c ur tagboard leh. ur frens tagged u leh. den u nv hiew them one. so bad. MUST go n click ur navigations n check la~ haiyoh..

ok i go do my work liao. c i so nice. blog ur blog to remind u. xp love me more pls.

hope i can meet u on sun baby.. aiyoh.. dun really noe wat i m gonna do on a sunday if i aint goin out.. maple??

well.. talkin on the phone as i m writing this rather.. solemn entry..

if onli i studied well for my A's...
if onli i didnt take my combi in sec sch i would have taken my fav course in poly..
if onli if onli..hell.. if onli i could predict the future then i wun have to think long n hard about wat m i gonna do now..

sometimes i really envy those who have places in uni n poly.. even though it might not be their fav course.. BUT at least they have somethin to show for at the end of their course..

Me? oh yes i have something to show.. an A level cert tht till now i m not sure whether its a full or haf cert becuz of Gp..

n at this point i juz put down the phone..

to continue.. sometimes ppl dun really have to be so pessimistic cuz its really contagious.. now i m left wondering whether i will be able to get into the course tht i lust/desire/hope for.. plan b? tht is to try for the other courses tht i m also interested in.. if not the same level of enthusiasm as my first choice..

a BIG wat if my plan A, B, C all the way to Z fails? well.. think i will have to live off my parents if fates decides to deal me such a lousy schmousy hand..it wun happen.. right???

gonna try playin my game now.. ciao~

hmm.. havent really had the mood/time/inspiration to update my blog. dun have much of the above mentioned now too but i will try to squeeze something out of my brain for this entry..

going to ord soon but my bank account is still decreasing.. how am i goin to support myself once i finish my ns??! *ponders* well.. hope i can find some part time job that allows me to work as i study..

did some tests just now (courtesy of baby's blog), hmm.. my memory powers seems to be rather good! *smiles satisfyingly* i got 16/20 for a test for identifying fake smile.. so people.. dun try to fake me cuz i noe... =)

ytd went out with baby to..oh yah.. jurong east.. bought a new book, after tht we went for dinner n then to lib.. she 'wrote' a present for her mum which i think i will never in my life do.. hahaha while i doodled on the new book..

hmm... one fren of mine told me somethin tht got me thinking.. ' u think u r well-liked by everyone ah?' or somethin to tht tune.. well.. to be honest.. i dun set off to please every tom dick harry jane mary judy.. BUT i also try not to make enemies so if anyone thinks i have offended u purposely.. sorry for not actually doin it on purpose cuz tht way i wun have to wonder y some ppl r treatin me in negative way.. piss.. i mean peace to u!

if onli life is a movie.. in tht way i can sit back, relax n not have to bother myself with life's nitty gritty stuff..

till next time~

i juz reached home after helpin out with my dragon dance frens.. they took part in e competition n got second for the west zone! u go guys!! (o_O) b

right now i m watchin the world cup n rootin for french!! le bleus!!! GO GO GO!!

time pass
people forget
whats left
is the memories we have
times of good and bad we had
will always be etched
so lets take some time
to reminise n reconcile

hmm.. to those who r bored enough to read my blog.. take some time off your busy life n think about friends u have not kept in contact with.. dun be like me ya.. *guilt..*

what a rare moment.. i m actually at home in the afternoon!! its been a long time since i get to do this, all thanks to something call NS -_- . not tht serving my country is a bad thing, but its who is my superior thats making me dread going to camp.. cuz it aint 3 strikes n ur out... its 1! *shudders*

just finished packing my stuff.. which means stuff tht i dun use are out of the home.. sadly.. i wish i wun have to do tht.. cuz every item holds memories.. n i really think it took alot for me to throw them away.. but like wat i told my baby.. it aint the physical item but the memories we keep.. well.. i told her something to that tune.. =)

off to maple! WUAHAAH!!!

currently doing: drinking lotus soup (mmm~)
mapling
chatting on msn
bloggin....

had a whole weekend spent in camp n guess wat? going back tml after less than 24 hours outside.. freak shit.. i can smell the words ORD.. getting nearer.. phew..

but all's not cheery after tht.. gotta figure out whether SP wans me anot.. if not.. i m gonna sell pirated vcds.. *snorts* in the agenda also is a part time job.. modellin? hahah possible options.. before n after for weight loss/gain commercial.. =D

hmm.. right now i m also listening to songs on my com.. same old songs.. nvr seem to get tired of then though..

went out with 'mrs tay' LOL today.. watched Silent Hill.. wun say its a good adaptation of the game.. but at least they got the town right.. abit anti-climax though.. my gal here is scared (make tht very) n thinks she will get nightmare from it.. hahhah dun worry baby! its juz a movie.. =)

hmmm... i shall sing a song to the tune of spiderman..

china man china man~
shoots out noodles from his hand~

thts all i can think lah... hahahah

i just logged out from maple, after getting to 52%. tht took a whole lot of time to reach.. another 48% more!! n another17 more level to be on par with my baby.. hahah aza aza fightin!!

i was talkin to 'ah nua' on the cab after my training, and she asked me what were my major regrets in life.. i held back myself as i wanted to say i regret not meetin feng-mei.. hhahaha well.. seriously.. the first regret tht came to me was the one where i threw my brother's toy on the day he bought it.. down the rubbish chute.. hhahah couldnt imagine me doing tht.. but wats done is done.. sorry bro!

hmm.. i read my baby's blog n yes yes yes!! i m very gan dong! =) the things she wrote about me.. hahah writing it for ppl to see..aiyoh.. how shy will i get man!! *blushes* ahhaha

wat i like abt u~
-the way u look when u fall aslp! =)
-the way u sa jiao
-the msgs n things u given me.. FOL!! (full of love!) hahah

well.. there r others but being the shy old man i m i shant say them here.. hahaha

hmm.. thought u really look like 14-15.. i also dun look like 20(ppl told me tht) so it doesnt matter! hahahahaahahahahah~

really really glad tht u talked to me on msn tht fateful day..otherwise i really wonder wat m i doin without this gal in my life.. (o_O)

wow, its been 15 days since i wrote my last entry.. hmm.. dun think anyone except for one little gal missed my entries.. not tht its full of gossips, revelations, news or whatsoever.. hahah but oh well.. guess i gotta update this blog sometimes =D

well.. for the past 15 days.. things happened but i shant go into much details because in the brain of this old man here.. memories r hard things to come by.. hahaha

oh ya.. went to watch 'over the hedge'.. fuNnY with a capital F hahaha full of S***, cute characters especially the turtle (or is it a tortoise??) eagerly awaiting to catch the X-Men3!! n superman!! n 'the omen'!! wWOWOW so many movies to catch.. hmm can anyone gimme a treat?? aahahah

maple maple~ hahah finally became a hunter!! WOOT~ but there is still a long way to go before i can reach the magical 100 hahahaah long long nong nong way~ =)

went out with my baby alot of times! had fun all of the time!! hahahah (o_O)b

then read up on alot of interior design books.. TOTALLY fascinated by most of the designs though i have to remind myself tht they have unique house shapes to work on unlike singapore's normally 'normal-looking' flats n apartments

n went to Sentosa with my camp mates! fun fun fun!! hahaha going to east coast next time to roller blade! oh yeah!! juz pray tht i dun fall hard on my ass like a clown! hahaha

downloaded alot of news songs!! very happy!! just cant remember some other songs i wana download...hmmm

3rd month! hahah happy happy despite the initial 'trouble'.. glad u like it baby!! BUT DUN open all at once.. spoil its meanin lor like tht... cannot ah... =P

hmmm... wat i did today.. took a tour-to-marina-area bus ride.. hahah then had sushi.. *yum yum!~* then went lib awhile jiu go home le.. well.. glad tht i spent time with u~ (o_O)

bought some cards for maple.. hahaha n a movie called mirrormask! wow! neil gaiman rocks! totally out of the box illustrator..

baby ah baby.. tks for the book n the star!! gonna start writing soon.. hahaha happy third month!!

today was looking forward to trainin after such a long time.. but then it got cancelled due to lack of manpower.. very worried as to how we are going to defend our title.. hopes things work themselves out...

so i was playin maple just now.. saw her.. n i kinda hit a low mood.. think she still isnt back to normal.. so i think i better go back camp later instead of hopin to see her later in the game.. dun wanna spoil each other's mood.. sigh... joey joey.. u r such an ass..

today was looking forward to trainin after such a long time.. but then it got cancelled due to lack of manpower.. very worried as to how we are going to defend our title.. hopes things work themselves out...

so i was playin maple just now.. saw her.. n i kinda hit a low mood.. think she still isnt back to normal.. so i think i better go back camp later instead of hopin to see her later in the game.. dun wanna spoil each other's mood.. sigh... joey joey.. u r such an ass..

8 BELOW IS A GREAT MOVIE!! the director did a great job! kudos to the dog trainers too.. the huskies' emotion n feelin was delievered greatly.. thought they had no lines.. totally amazed.. hahahah

saw the trailer for pirates of the carribean.. lookin forward to tht too. n X-MEN 3! WOO!! soon man soon.. such movies always make me wonder.. can we bing reel life to real life?? maybe we cant make mutants too... tht will be cool! n adamantiam might be a reality.. hahaha but come to think of it.. imagine wat bad things can happen if such thing is being misused by the mentally unsound..

hope i can meet her tml.. wonder y ah.. when we planning to meet the next day.. something HAS to crop up.. oh man.. canot keep happenin.. old ppl like me canot take it one.. hahaha well.. heres hopin tml will be a good day.. for me n for everyone!


ps. baby ah.. nxt time remember.. dun need to soften ur soles before usin tht thing.. hahaha =)

i have no idea y i can sweat so much...even when i m standin n waitin for bus... oh man..
gonna really start exercisin le.. ahah but then thts wat i said to myself so many times before.. sheesh.. come on!! put in some determination there!!

i m a very happy guy! =D 2 months n 8 days have passed since lil gal n i upgraded our grandpa n grandgal status.. hahah sounds like incest.. =P n i can say tht we have had our fair share of... little squabbles n arguments.. but we kinda sounded like we had our future planned out man.. hahaha

baby ah.. I STILL WANNA KEEP A PET!! hahahaha she is gonna stay at home n cook n do housework.. hahha hopefully the house will be designed my me!! =D mmm.. tht will be nice.. hahah

hope we still have each other for company months n years down the road k? =)

p.s... my parents n grandmas r waitin to c u leh! hahahaa kuai kuai lah baby~

FINALLY!! i have decided wat to do after my national service! i m gonna take up something tht i have wanted since sec sch! INTERIOR DESIGN! i have always enjoyed dreaming up how to design houses n although i dun really have the creative juices.. i think my determination more than make up for tht department! so.. cross my fingers n hope everythin goes smoothly! =D

today is a very happy day.. as usual time passed EXCEPTIONALLY fast when i m out with ms fussy bunny.. we were supposed to go lau pa sar.. but luickily we didnt go.. cuz i thnk there isnt much life in tht place except for the open air hawker juz outside.. instead we went to makan sutra.. n boy! was it a good choice by baby (o_O) b hahaha

i really enjoy going out with her n i m startin to accept the fact tht we dun really have to spend longs hours with each other.. wat really matters is we spent TIME with each other.. =)

n i regret to say tht she has found a weak spot on me! holy...

oh man.. cant believe tht the 11th mono r gona ord soon.. gonna miss workin with them.. ALL THE BEST GUYS! tht means havin to know new ppl again as the 12.5 r gonna come in soon.. hope everything works welll with them

HAPPY 2 MONTHS!! MANY MANY MORE TO COME BABY!!!

joey tay kang kong..

time

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up

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stop

being

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immature

sometimes

GROW UP!

do men get pms?? or is it jus mood swing?? was sendin baby back when suddenly i felt..like not talking.. so there i was.. holdin her n walkin.. keeping my bloody mouth shut.. wanted to say something.. but there is this force or somethin holdin me back.. shit.. couldnt even make a fool of myself to make her laugh.. man oh man oh man.. sorry ah baby.. no idea wat happened also.. maybe things (nonsense as usual) were goin thru my mind..

aiyah.. dunnoe wat is happenin to my blabberin mind.. God's mysterious ways..

maple.. damn shitty.. freakin things always manages to kill me when i least expect.. urgh.. not gonna play it for quite some time now.. gonna have a burst blood vessel if i keep losin my temper playin tht..

he who keeps thinking about something all e time will that what he wants! i m a v good example.. been thinkin of gettin my dream hp for so long.. n FINALLY!! i got it!! WUAHAH!!! it looks damn damn cool man.. think of all the pics i can take! wow.. n a mp3 to replace the one i lost.. a 3 in 1 tht cost only 200 bucks! yeah!! dream come true..

wat m i gonna think abt next.. gettin to meet Boa.. *i will meet Boa.. i will meet Boa.. mutters..*

met up with baby today at lib.. then had our lazy afternoon :D she still had a slight headache though.. zhu ni kuai kuai hao ah!! =D

then after tht we went over to IMM to buy her gummy sweet.. brought some of my own also.. hahah then after tht went to try this mache like place called crunchy carrot.. hahah then met my old fren!! so glad to see him.. then had dinner with him durin his break.. tok alot.. baby also joined in.. v glad to see she can mix.. hahah n yes.. he IS from thai.. =D

hmmm.. sent her back home after tht.. sang alot of songs but kepy gettin interuppted.. hahah v happy to go out with my baby lah.. however short time may seem to pass.. =D love u!

aiyoh..today baby gal had a headache.. feelin dizzy.. zhen ke lian.. but LUCKILY becuz of my wonder drink ( or so she said) she is feelin a okay now! =D

n since i didnt meet her today.. i had time on my hands.. no idea which website to go.. so i did the unthinkable.. i went to dl her fav game.. oh man..

ok lah.. not too bad lor.. goin to be legolas now! WUAHAH!!